6pm n i only finished half a chp..how productive..sian..
tutorials r starting tml..sianess..i hope i get nice classes..n nice classmates..n nice tutor..n nice project grp mates..
i duno la..forgot wad i wanted to say already..after readin amelia's posts
yes though i say welcome to biz..the attachment is still not yet there..
oh yes..no frens..u know wad i mean
was taking to renji on the bus..he also depressed..sth bout biz sch pple n us juz dun connect on tt same level

went for v bash juz now..before i go mad with sch work la..n veh long neh go already..

so its suppose to b the biggest bash in nus..SUPPOSE..theme is old hollywood: black n white..so i tht yay so fun like costume party know..

yep in case u dunno wad old hollywood style is like..think audrey hepburn..so u know muz red lipstick with the curled hair away from ur face n all..wa i still so happy with myself tt i do until really got tt look even without curling iron (dammit no camera)..then go until there bess wanna scold me cos no one follow the freakin theme except for the mcs..rite..so nvm look forward to c wad makes this bash by pru the most popular..we reached 1 hr later..then 1 hr into it i tht to myself might as well come even later..the only highlight was mayb the lingere models but they also sux..no curves n they walk with no fire..fhm my ass..but then the last part they came out in c through nite gowns with g strings..oo one of them has a damn mother hot ass..tt's bout it..yawns..suxy band plays n way too many luckydraws had pple shouting 'boring!'

after tt though the remix - the usual band at arena came on n saved v bash's freakin ass..well its not really considered since its after v bash but well pple stay on cos WE DID NOT PAY 15 BUCKS FOR THIS SHIT...yep those who left too bad..tonite's music was the best i've heard from them..real gd shit..mayb cos sat nite?but i think more cos they know there was a youth event b4 tt n they hype up their music to be in tune with this young crowd..wadever it is...well done to arena..boo to v-bash

yeah though bess n i were totally not in the correct dance gear with our super high killer heels..u get so tempted by the music we hide our shoes in some corner n went on w/o them..shiok..suffer a few steps on our toes by other killer heels but nvm..we din even take a break..can u imagine..n so we got tired real quick n ended our nite in record time lol...but still 4 hr nonstop is tiring

tml i can study in peace :)

not a gd day..sian to start with..practically no sales for cny..i nvr get to smile at him today..then at hockey either play defender of kana benched..makes me sooooooo pissed esp when we played like fuck today..yes like fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

i had so much fustration churnin inside me tt it cld run a whole yr of train service
then i meditate on it...cynli dun laugh..i swear i will become stronger..better..n to fight to not b benched..i will get the skills i need..on top of the hunger i have..the discipline to work..to achieve..to excel
tt means go study after this..go swim tml..push sales of cny goodies n go play some gd floorball tml

i think i have improved..bit by bit..learning wadever i can..which is a lot my god pple in biz r amazing..still trying to come to terms with the changing me..cos the old me thinks its so not cool..losing all tt daoness..but then again only weird pple like me dig tt..i'm talkin to strangers now..dunno their name but still can make small talks..smiling like jamie to every1..shouting like an auntie like my image is non-exsistant..welcome to biz

to train the mind

sent my sis off...bb for 6 mths
my mom teared..n apparently she did too when my younger sis left for india for 10days..then y i go she nvr..n she nvr send me off also :(

anyways i let myself off today ahah!!yes booth duties everyday can go mad..so i chen ji they all plan sentosa outing i run off with them too...wa they 5 cars today...damn shiok leh got cars..then played volleyball then frisbee n taned for like 15mins?but ok la i can feel slight radiation from tt short tannning session lol..had fun..nice to juz hangout too..out of so many of their sentosa outings this is my 1st ahaha

my desires r not put into action..bad bad
shall start gossip girls soon :)
oh no u c..terrible..
i am at war with myself

btw heath ledger died at the young age of...izzt 28?
wadever he's too young to die..such a handsome n gd actor
recall him in casanova..10 things i hate about u..brokeback..n upcoming batman as the joker..damn zai...he looks damn evil n scary super unlike his other roles
haiz

i had a nitemare the nite before..story was my sis flew off n i forgot to send her off..wad nitemare u may say..but somehow i was damn scared in my sleep..kept trying to wake myself up to tell myself tt its not true i'm dreaming..i was so afraid..wow..din know i love her tt much ahahhah...but really..6mths sleeping alone..of staying up late n having no one return home or no sms to say she's not coming home..of no updates on new episodes of grey's or new ang moh shows..of no new clothes or expensive buys..
i will miss her.

after rejecting my sep..it forced me to look into all my choices CAREFULLY..too lazy to do tt b4..juz wanna chop chop curry pok fly off to somewhere preferbly europe..then my sis always says shit to me the veh last min to make me re-think..now i look at NOC since application is open..its really not say tt gd for biz pple wwaaddd..a lot of the firms r into biomedical or IT..so a lot of science n computing pple..shit i need zai biz frens who know wad's gg on..like tt i think i might as well wack more internships locally n carry on my sep lor sian!

yes its 6am now..gayass duty for sport bazzar..from wad i c..turned out pretty ok huh..then later gonna rush to do cny stuff..hoping to do a bloody gd job with tt

oh yeah floorball ground-breaking news again..nus jupitians has out-placed long defending champs of ivp - nyp in the semi-finals yesterday!!!yes it was - i proudly say - a comfortable 5-2 win with a 2-0 early lead in the 1st period..talk about zai-ness..i muz say we r a team who plays better against stronger opponents lol..n i was really shocked since nyp is suppose to have 3 nat players but their play is pretty much quite individual n not all tt impressive..n their mental strength...they broke down so easily..perhaps its cos we're the underdogs..they really din think much of us..but now tt we've woken them up..next yr is no joke..but 1st..ONWARDS TO FINALS..ONWARDS TO BEING CHAMPIONS

3am..hai..this is considered average nowadays..rotting at home with me..my laptop..n jap shows
after jap hanakimi now its onto jap meteor garden..pretty nice..prefer the taiwan in terms of looks but jap's acting juz trash them..jamie put me in lala land
OHOH!!hanakimi's nakatsu is in meteor garden s2 IN A BEANIE!!
*daydreams*

oh matches..went to watch guy's game after our np match..7-1 we won..but cld have been more if u asked me..i was so fired up standing by the side not being able to play 1st period when we din play well..plus leftover emotions from hockey..jing said i was so full of drive when i played..lol..still haven gotten tt goal though..hai..think bout it now i took a div's goals for granted..
rite the guy's match..hai another heart stopper..against rp..strongest opponent but they have beaten them in friendly b4..but this is ivp..every1 steps it up..the guys led..then they lost..then they led again..then they drew..in the last sec!yes pple it was 00:00:01 when the opponent's goal went in..anything's possible huh..hai dramamama
yep tt's bout my life now..every day it juz repeats..interesting huh

aching!hai n i am sssooo unfit..
how many mths nvr touch hockey stick n now ask us to play U21..can die..i like totally sux at tackling now..carn even poke..carn push..can only give a weak hit as a pass..SIAN..like ground zero
so bacially yesterday's match vs police suxed..we were suppose to win them easily but all rusty shit so like draw..n it was raining like shit my stick damn slippery n then jude gave a lecture on how u shd tape ur sticks..like no one ever told us siah..we a div not so pro siah..so then it rained too hard n they stopped the game at 5 min before end

next day continue at delta after our match vs crez..which was a damn gd game btw..ok not damn but way better..won 4-0 n they r a stronger team than police..then after tt we continue our 5 min..shortest match ever..n despite dominating 65mins of the match yesterday we lost within 5 mins today..which is sad shit n hard luck n who ask us to sux so much yesterday..but then the senior was being assholic n come n say all sort of shit n give shitty face..like thks ah..totally diff mentality..even pau was like wth..learn to relax man sheesh

i shall go run soon..bought new shoes today..only 64!!!so happy..
feel bad when i request a sub out n yet certain players got to juz hang on cos they know they r impt..i train to help them!!yeah work it!

i..am such a bitch
whahaha

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4hDHqbtnwoU&feature=related
go watch this man..i think walter put me in the mood

yest's match..one of a kind..every1 i'm sure has been talkin bout it
its the kind of match tt wld b made into a movie

a bit of history 1st..
few days ago we had friendly against them..from tt game..we played quite crap n lost 4-2
yest ivp's 1st match..the game tt mattered..
we were out to win..i'm sure most of them din believe..but i did..ntu r not TT gd..we made them look gd

1st period
we started off high intensity n u cld c the hunger n drive..we were out to get them..u can c ntu was a bit intimidated..cos we were so different from the match b4..we were dominating the court..they were mostly trapped in their half..soon out efforts paid off..an early goal by far sent us cheering..then a stop in between cos ref blew goal for a shotby flor..then the 2 refs has some sort of discussion n later decided it wasn't a goal after all..like waddddd!refs can't change after they blow dumbass..but nvm..finally a second goal followed..this time we were screaming for joy..then u can c..more started believing..fighting..period ended 2-0

2nd period
carried on like before..then a 3rd goal by us..after tt..we were hysterical..but then a fluk goal by ntu later changed the mood on court..watching by the sidelines..its clear..we started to doubt..mayb we're juz lucky?mayb they r stronger after all?n then u c we start to become kan cheong..2nd period ended 3-1

3rd period
kan cheong-ness starts to cost us..high sticks..slashes..not tt serious normally..but once u have a fuck ref who blows n changes decisions..small fouls can become 2 min sit out n a penalty against us..all in all 5 major fouls called against us within a short few mins..played with 1 man down half the time..yet we held out well..1 goal to penalty but tt carn b helped either..then another due to dampening sprits n lettin down our guard..then a time out called by weewee..we were down 4-3..dun stop believing..he reminds us..fight on..n so we did..damn we did..even with 1 man down we had chances to shoot..n then finally 1 major foul called against them at 2 mins to end of game..our chance pple..line 1 n 2 have been playing non-stop..they were tired..they were pissed..they were still hangin on to hope..then..yilin was dribbling..shoot shoot i shouted in my heart..still dribbling..hanging on for too long..mayb she wun get a shot..but then she did!!!30secs to end of game..we screamed n ran n hugged n stumbbled n hugged somemore

though we din get a beautiful win like it cld have been..it was nice..we managed to tie..we will win the title..juz watch

lil note..though most goals were by far..farah did superb to me..w/o her runs..no there wld not have been goals..n to the defenders..kudos

woke up at 130pm..wow
230pm..jamie woke up..wow wow
3pm..adrea's not even up yet..omg
happy new yr mans