it's been long..loads of things happening..of cos there's our lil vacation right here at home..very short lived but nice..went kboxing which to me is the highlight!!4 hrs but nvr long enough..

so sweet n peaceful..nth like when awake
wed had kaki gathering again but w/o pong who's chionging in ocs..wanted to go mind cafe but decided it was so bo hua..so hopped from shop to shop n finally end up at mr bean's for desserts..which was YUMMY..ok only mine la.
the spotlight shines directly so i carn capture properly

ah lian dyed her hair to become a true lian..

sorry amelia the pic u took with my cam is blur hence u do not c it here
thurs went check out zara sale..soso la..but so crowded omg..din get anything though tempted to get this evening dress which was 35 bucks!!so gek..then shopped for sunglasses n got one..same as bess..we both look gd in the same thing somehow n i love the price..mng sale is the bestest ever.then went to la senza n the bras there r so sexy n 50% or 70% off so cldn't resist n bought one.(sis already bought 3 sets)

today is busy..woke up early to swimi have been sleep deprived for a week now..then to work then to training..which had only turnout of 3 girls(me jing n anis) so we play game with guys..surprisingly i din feel like i wan to die but my hamstring was hampering(oo rhymes) me from maxing myself..hope it recovers by sunday's match man..

looking at this..i'll reconsider the tht of taking architecture at nus
i seriously think they cld do away with the twigs..looks like primary sch art to me..its disturbing gosh..
anyway it doesn match the other buildings

after reading amelia's blog then i realise i forgot to tell u bout our nice kaki gathering on thurs..too bad jess missed it..ate at her fav cartel cos i tht she was coming..we did wad we do best-talk..will nvr get tired of it..when cartel closed we went holland v cos we tht least tt place wld close late..but not tt late for quieter cafes so we moved to my hs playground..confirm damn peaceful..n the only reason y we moved to these places is all thks to pong n his car..so love it..cynli 1st time c holland v rite..mayb next time i'll stay over at sb's n we can travel to the east..

i died waking up for driving next morning n kept yawning throughout but hey i only got 1 stalling!ok max 2..but i remember it's 1..n i realise i've been breaking wrongly the whole time
then rushed home to nap for like an hr b4 meeting amelia n pong to check out mng sale..poor pong cos we spent so long at mng..bout 2tops n a tunic but they r at great prices..no regrets here..then went for tuition n then training at nite..so little girls so we played game with guys..as usual its damn tiring cos they run so freaking fast but i'm happy i wasn't totally shut out..at least can disturb them n get pass them..i'm improving!my hits r getting up...or so jing says..but ok i shall b positive..pau was talking bout her stick which her mom accidentally donated to the salvation army..she scored her 100th goal with tt..then i was like wa...i haven even scored one in an official match..i am determined to..n it shall b a stylomilo one..either reverse or sqeeze shot
then i rushed down to borders cos it was last day of staff appriciation day n i haven bought my stuff!so then i shopped n the bill came up to 50bucks..my goodness..
1 photoalbum 1 holepuncher(a damn cool one) 3 notebooks(super cute) 4 books(only 3 bucks each) 1 pencil, pen n card for jess n 1 card(i din even look at the price only after tt i realise it was DAMN ex..more than my holepuncher!)
speaking of photoablum..i'll nvr get to developing my pics..partly cos it'll b so ex i think i have over 200 at least n i'm not exactly on track with finances rite now heh

ok gonna find a reason to get out of the hs..getting boring

ACT.
we do tt throughout our lives, ever so often sometimes w/o knowing it.
either by putting in a mask or surpressing emotions, we r on ave mediacorp's standards.

i haven't figure out this bizzare feeling. i wan to help but dun know how.

wad if we did not meet. wad if we r not frens.

my focus is all wrong.
self. self. self.
but its impossible. our lives r intertwined. do i hate it?

yest n today has juz been crazy crazy cos i dun have the rite dress for ocs social nite..i know zh told me way in advance but i was so sure i din wanna buy a dress juz for tt nite..but i got no appropriate one so yest i chionged to buy cloth-went boonlay, je n finally spotlight to find cloth..then chiong to get it done..w/o experience..it was hell..plus the material it turns out needs special sewing machine..then this morning my auntie saved me though she also wanted to die..somehow the dress looked nicer when i was parading at home..n then my make up..i tht shd b quite easy..but noooo..n it doesn't help tt my sis went thailand took a lot with her including make up remover n blusher!n i got no clutch.i need a lot of things
the event itself is ok..highlight has got to b zh being a total gentleman..flowers n fetching me at my hs..yes wow rite

thanks again for all

loving my new cam :)

oh yes father's day happened..went for buffet lunch..boy was i expanded to the max..my mum's juz amazing she's the ultimate winner for buffets..17 dishes in all i din need to have dinner tt nite n breakfast tt morning n juz small bite for lunch

love the nite rain now..except tt it is splashin in wetting my screen..but i like the breeze..like to juz stand at the window n let the wind freeze my face
my bro has this same weird habit as me too..he's always sittin by the balcony door or tossin around in bed trying to find a cold spot..

"How selfish soever man may be supposed, there are evidently some principles in his nature, which interest him in the fortune of others, and render their happiness necessary to him, though he derives nothing from it, except the pleasure of seeing it."
-Adam Smith

yeah i believe so..got this from freakonomics
yes i know..i can hear every1 saying 'slowwww' but ya i juz bought it though the fad has long passed..n i bought it only cos i was wandering in town alone one day -ok fine tt's a lot of days- but on this day i decided to try out wad i often c pple do..buy a book or mag n sit in a cafe n juz read n sip coffee..pretty interesting experience if u ask me..everyone shd try..i felt somewhat like those sophisticated hswife ang mohs who has nth to do all day

i bought a top yesterday..yes again i know..carn help it..looks gd :)
n then i wanna get face mask peel off kind n body scrub n sunglasses n tt big transparent tote
n i realise i actually look ok in specs (yeah we went testing specs)..kinda super smart :D
ok i'm deceiving myself again
now off to check out very pirated bags near my place wahhhahahaha jess is sssooo jealous

i saw jullian hee..absolutely cute plz..eating ice somemore..no one else seem to notice him walking by..but my radar nvr misses a cutie wahahahaahaaa

finished watching the devil show liao..so sad..now watchin my sis watch it..hai the reason these rubbish shows do so well is cos it satisfies the fantasies of silly ordinary girls like me
so like juz now i saw this guy who's totally my kinda shuai which is the kind jess will puke at n i keep finding reasons to go indoors though i'm in charge of outdoors today juz wishing for the possibility tt he wld look my way but then the cartoon come out with the big hammer n knock my head
i'm so lucky i'm not in ang moh country cos then i'll b like the total loser there

went shopping w jing today..too short a time if u ask me..haven shop finish then i gotta rush for work..luckily not tt late..n i bought tt beach shorts!was trying to shoot for the buy 80 discount 10 but 4get it..though there was this real chio wallet
n its so dumb cos my sis got one shorts too n we cld have gotten it together n save 10bucks.but we din know we each wanted one..

lookin forward to holiday in far away land..ok malaysia only but still..its a pay-urself trip so i feel the stab in my heart but its ok..i keep the economy running well :D

i'm like a total bimbo nowadays..c la this is wad happens as a result of prolonged underusage of my brain

grey's time!

my life is like ssoooo interesting now..compared to like the overworked me a week back..got vaio laptop from the pc fair @ 2.3k..but i think i sorta spoilt the batt already cos i din know gotta charge for 12hrs 1st..so now it only lasts 2hrs n die..juz lug the damn charger everywhere lor..but its so pretty..kinda have 2nd thts whether i shd have gotten the blue instead cos when it opened i was mesmerised...the inside was like heaven..so pretty..but then cos white keyboard so i went for green..black keyboard ie long lasting beauty :)
oh dad n mom came w me to the fair cos of miscommunication..only suppose to b one of them..but its nice..then we went for nice dinner..i kinda wish i wasn't around..i wonder if they still secretly date..hehheh..doubt so..mom's so busy
then i wanted to get my powershot A710is but sold out..then my daddy said he cld get me a better deal n he did today!!like 40bucks cheaper!!with all the free gifts too!!mayb now i'll consider tt underwater case..n he's so nice to me he offered to pay for me too..but i insisted i pay myself being the nice me wahahhahahaha
zh asked me to social nite yay!!i forsee many tan macho hunks..
mom won't let me enter the water for redang trip..not like she will know if i do..n i always do..n i think she knows..but its like doing it even though she dun allow u..like betrayin the trust she has in u..cos she CAN not let u go at all..but i know i talk so much crap n i still will go..but i dunno how i'm gonna tell her i wanna learn diving

i shd prob go to the tech fair if i'm gonna get a laptop..but i dun really wan one i c it as a hazzle..but i do wan my cam though..hopefully i can squeeze in some time tml..but i hate crowds gosh
if u earn ur own money u shd get to spend it however u wan..wad's the pt of earning n carn spend..i'm workin my ass off at 3 jobs with ave 1 rest day so my greatest reward comes from buying things..n if i were to live like how amelia is expected to i shall juz stay home n not work
pong n boon drop by to c me slogging my ass off today..how sweet rite :) i shd think the gfs of both of them shd b lucky..think..
my ulcers have been pissing me off for the past 4 days..n instead of keeping off food i'm like eating more..food seems more tempting with ulcers..but i'm always on the verge of tearing with every mouthful..esp bread..i think its due to the heatiness i get from all the chocolates i've been eating..i'm like pregnant or sth..mayb influenced by the patients ahah
i served irene ang today..she attitude me..dun like her
i wanna watch my show now