k i went back n the bag was gone..not fated
bills came in n BAMM!!spent 800bucks..amazing..so i was 100 away from 3k n now i'm 100 above 2k
lookin at travel bks but i was a bit bias n kept looking at thailand..i think we shd go there though not v peaceful now..i picked out ko samui for beaches n spas n nakhon si thammarat for eating n shopping cos they r near each other n fairly affordable..checked out pattaya too cos its familar to me somehow n its close to bangkok but it reads tt its full of gays n prostitudes
n after my long day of research at borders..i c this on my uob discounts list:
central karon beach resort, phuket
4D3N private pool villa stay @ THB 10,500+++(~S$548 nett) per couple
includes: daily bkfast, romantic dinner for 2 at some restaurant, spa treatment for 2, welcome drink n fruit basket, complimentry btl sparkling wine, nightly evening hospitality w corktail n canapes served in room
DAMN I WISHED I HAD A BF

sunday's game was so embarassing..not only did i kana 3 huge bruises i also made every1 laugh till they were squating
cos my staminais like shit so i was damn tired n i tried to sweep but din go down low enough so totally went over the ball n i swing so vigorously somemore till i was like 270degrees
n i also poked myself in the knee like damn hard while pulling back during jabbing cos my knee bled..lol amazing
i need to score goals dammit
i swapped shifts at bistro so i cld watch campus superstar..ahaha..so many gd lookers both guys n girls!!n i think they r way better than the 1st batch..esp the girls..so many lovely voices..n the 13yr old so cute!!
made me wanna sing too so i was serching songs on youtube n chanced upon this show devil beside u..gosh the guy is like **drool**..haha except for one scene where he played the guitar..n he super look like nan xue zhang plz..its like nan n dao ming si combine...yummy
dun really like rainie too sweet for my liking n the story is a bit weird as it progresses but wadever :)

i got my eyes on u..

i kinda like the alcohol taste in cakes like blackforest n tiramisu..ya i'm enjoyin it now
lazin at home on a sat morning..so rare..dental n the duo tuition sort of died out..which i kind of like..ahaha
i'm kinda enjoyin my new hairdo..way more cooling except for the fringe..i look like pri sch again..n the highlights r more visible though they cut away so much
tt day gathering pong sent us all home..so cool..i think he may have finished 1 tank of fuel cos we kinda live all over s'pore..so weird seeing ur frens drive..carn imagine myself driving on the roads one day
then went shoppin w amelia next day when pong pang seh-ed us..ate at bistro n made gd gd use of the 30%off pastas n pizzas deal from 2-6pm on wkdays..finally tried my primavera n it lived up to its smell..i wanna try the funghi n meatlovers n steak s/w next
every1 shd come eat at borders bistro seriously..the food's pretty gd..the high tea's damn worth the bucks
carn seem to sleep well nowadays..keep waking up or having weird dreams..wake up n still feel tired
amy says the d&g tops only cost 27+..wahahahhaha bloody cheap compared to local prices
hope its not too short though
n liting got prezzzzz for us!!!so exciting
training yest was real fun..managed to go for floor too..han was nice to let me off early..n actually after hearing horror stories of how he's so hard on newcomers i think i'm actually v lucky..cos he nag only when i do sth wrong but to others its like quite often :D
hope i can change my shift on mon..i wanna watch campus superstar la..hahah..oo i c lots of cuties in this batch..n i wanna watch the 13yr old miricle..so cute
oh yeah dry-fit hockey shirts for sale at 15 to raise funds for next yr's overseas trip..i tested it out yest...real dry...din need to change out after floor n still continued throughout hockey
available in black n blue..sleeveless n sleeve
design says :!&$)#!$&!%!^%hockey)$#%(&*! (the rubbish words r hockey in other languages)
one common language
tag the orders!!

let the shopping spree begin!!!

oh ya i saw t chelsea won FA..whf did tt happen..
told u bad day
interestin fact: only 1 male staff tonite..n 1/3 of the sat usual crowd

today is such a bad day..no my bad day starts from yest nite..got pissed w myself for not doing well enough to prove myself..u keep sayin i'm weak but i think i'm much stronger than them thk u...kinda tiring..like i'll nvr b gd enough..
then it continues throughout the nite where i keep having dreams n carn get proper rest..then woke up thinkin i got work then no work then try to sleep but too hungry so wake up then in the end still got work..walked round n round tryin to find padang in hot hot sun
then go to amk cos tht i got too much time then end up buyin lots of shit
then late again for work..i know its bad..i dun wanna b late either..i dunno..mayb i'm secretly wishing for u to fire me already..but they wldn't cos i juz heard yest tt they think i'm such a gd worker..i know adrian likes me but i din know han thinks so too..n tt's really sth..cos it seems like no one pleases him..when i hear these then i start noticing tt actually the managers r starring at us round the clock..like dammit their ALWAYS watching!!n i think i have a negative effect towards praises or sth cos today a whole series of things juz happened to turn his view of me all the way negative
1st late for the hundredth time..2nd he caught me holding cup by the mouth n he scolded me..3rd n this is the atomic bomb..i switched off the comp inside during closing..i mean how am i suppose to know rite..nvr done closing inside before n the outside comp can juz off so i assume inside also la..fuck
u know wad's the prob with me?i care too much.tt's wad i concluded..if i cld juz care less..this entry will not even happen..if i cld juz..wadever..if if if also wun happen..i'm juz like tt..
sometimes i envy those pple who do things not to their best but know juz do ok..i'm so tired..i also wan to juz forget it n b one of the oks..but my heart n soul wld nvr allow it
n i hate tt my hair colour seems to b dimming

i'm far far far from my 3k aim..
went for isetan private sale courtsy of laureen..so packed omg..n they call it private sale..after 4hrs came out with 2pairs of shoes..one sneakers n one heels..sad din get my jeans..but oh wells jeans dun rush better..hardest of all to buy
but i'm so terrible rite..hai..
keep telling myself..nvm..1 n half session of tuition can earn back all these spendings already..n tt's y it goes on
n i wanna cut my hair..its getting out of hand..like wild grass
sore sore calves..work from 12 to 6 shop from 6 to 10..so i walked for 10hrs non stop

miss potter

just watched miss potter..lovely show for a quiet sunday afternoon..n of cos lovely song from the show

tiring but cool day
slept so late last nit cos of d&g shirts(sigh i'm shopping again) n thinkin bout who to work for..
when u dun need work so many jobs come to u..
went to hospital early morning..i'm so proud i made it there..hang around learn stuff then doc let me in on a labour case..eye opener..
WARNING: LABOUR DETAILS NOT FOR THE FAINT HEARTED OR EASILY GROSSED OUT
i muz say the vagina is quite ugly..n u get a free bikini wax b4 labour
then the position they put u in is pretty much like how i sit infront of the comp every nite..
they numbed the lady so she wasn't screaming like in tvs
then doc juz cut the vagina like nth..look like cutting rubber..only red liquid flows out
the baby is so cute..like ssssoooo cute
but it was a weird colour at 1st
then he put in a million stitches..can c he's damn pro cos he can tell wad stitch to wad even though i c only red
then missed the vj game which they lost 1-0 n worked nite shift today tt's y i my eyes r stinging now

bess b day
i took off..then got to slack my morning away..nice :)
we played w makeup a little..wow i now c the amazing things it can do..it really does open ur eyes..n foundation can really turn ur skin flawless..
mayb i'll invest in foundation n blusher..but a bit ma fan to remove
then dinner at race course road
so much food..but the nun n rice n dunnno was u call tt..basically the foood was gdc bess's act cute face..proness..now u know y justin always gives in

we cannot act cute so only weird faces
(eh cynli i 1st time wear tube leh hot a not..lol)
then k boxed..so fun!
but 2nd song my voice haywire liao..guess wad song..zhao xi huan ni..lol

kbox...

yes its zhao xi huan ni
lesson to b learnt: nvr wear tube to kboxing

pretty b day girl

the end.

ok i officially juz sat here nibbling on chocolate cubes for 1 HR!!well done
u wun recognise me tml
so pissed off..i'm overworked n under paid..who the hell gives tuition to a sec 3 n 4 concurrently on all subjects for 2 hrs a week at 25 per lesson!!she refuses to pay me extra for the times i teach for 3 hrs or more like today!so many subjects how to finish in 2 hrs?!?!hope the silly original tutor faster come back i carn do charity much longer
i'm busy out of my mind rite now
thk god for bess's b day tml..oh today already
i dun get men.

"So architects have to be good artists and good scientists when they design a building."
i'm crazy
driving myself crazy
i looked at the courses for accountancy..i'm not thrilled
then i look at those for architecture or industrial design..damn
this is way harder than A's

i felt like a girl yesterday
am i too hard on myself?
am i too serious?
i think when i burst its gonna b ww3
i dunno

i got this off a review by tourist who came here
"The good thing was they serve this jam called coconut and pan dam jam; its green snotty looking but its Great! "
lol kaya u mean

tsk tsk the contradictions

omg i posted my 30thmay's post in the hockey blog!! lol
here it is

i'm terrible..the visa card's evil..i juz spent a lot again..finally had the set lunch i've longed for at bistro..i actually cldn't finish it know..bess la..i ate damn full for breakfast she whine n say hungry muz eat now
bought necklace at diva..then super cute pendents (finally my spanner) n found nice dark denim true religion jeans at holland v..but my sis says its fake so not worth buying..but how u know its fake..like my ass looked like a million bucks in them
n i'm sad i din find any nice shoes though i looked around quite a bit..but again tt wld mean i save my $$ tooo
i'm still aching all over
excited about my hair cut tml yays!!

queer queer day
today is a queer queer day
had tuition in the morning
then off to work yay today double the pay
of cos it was crazily busy..esp the beverages jammed damn badly
i was running all over the place..in out up down
then this lady whom i happen to keep serving asked about me n then say wan my no..she says she wans to talk to me bout working for her instead cos she thinks my service is gd..wow..so nvm i a bit errrr stunt tio but juz give la..mayb gd lobang siah..n she looks decent
sis came to keep me busy also..but i got to eat calamari which was damn gd n she also left pizza for moi
then evening got another indian lady..she talk talk to me then say i veh gd also asked bout sch n stuff n say nvm if i dun get dentistry she thinks i'll make it big in life lalala..doublw wow..
damn i muz b gd
mayb its my new purple hair..lucky hair or sth
none of them seem to notice my hair was damn messy like after u sit in a sports car zooming at 150km/h n my shirt untucked from all the moving around
went to centrept wanted to check out the shoe shop i saw but all closed ah so i got myself a nice s/b cheesecake i/c (if u work in fnb every food becomes short form)
then went og in attempt to shop but also closed so go tuition busstop
wa accident siah..damn jia lat kind
crazy car chiong up the curb knocked down the metal busstop info sign plus uprooted 2 round thick marble stub seats n dented one n finally stopped in the bushes in front
wth speed was it travelling at la damn powerful
the random blood on the floor..heard 3 ladies at busstop hurt 1 head 1 leg the other dunnno..
n kpo me skipped 2 of my buses to hang around look c ahaaha
can c the curb scrapped by the bottom of car n the car tyre markes across the busstop
if i were there bout 30min earlier confirm now in hospital..cos i always sit down at the busstop
read papers tml
so happening my day..

yest..after work class outing
oh b4 tt of cos my hair appt..had a 40%discount..tt's y i highlight..nice purple..ash grey is too big a step..but they all say red only my fren with bright red hair can tell its purple w/o me even sayin
108 bucks..can u imagine w/o discount..n i din cut cos after discount it was 50+!!!
then while sitting there with the oven over my head i hear this ang moh behind saying his job takes him travelling every 4 mths..shiok!!but its hard for his wife who works for louis vuitton..OK
a bit sad the highlights arn't veh obvious cos the hair on top arn't much coloured..but inside veh colourful..
nvm settle with subtle 1st..the colour better last