not fair seriously..the chio pple int he world gets all the gd treatment..my sis juz got ANOTHER free haircut..cos she chio rite then the guy in charge specifically pick a hairstyle for her..n its nice..then somemore the guy who dyed the hair the last time ask her to b his model till dec..tt means free hair care under him for mths!!!omg la..n tian dun allow so she reject the offer..like ?!?!!?!?! pple like me wan also dun have..neh neh..i love to cut my hair n try diff hairstyles yet 90% of those i got sux rite..then this genetically similar girl get to enjoy such a diff fate..hai ming ku ah


i seriously not 1 subject hit target..its all up to econs..i'm hoping to exceed the target though..plz..my sis gonna slaughter me
today wanna study a bit end up gossiping again rite..seriously cannot put cynli n amelia together..they like queen of gossips la..tennis tml..yeah

prison break is damn gd..i carn wait to watch it every week n the comercials seem so long...the guy's face is a work of art..so perfectly crafted..handsome shit


my results r like shit..nth i'm really satisfied with..except mayb math paper2..its like a n my paper1 is like fail..i'm seriously a joke..its all up to phy now..plz plz
my chem's juz sadness..told u the paper's easy..its like 50% a&b..me?no where near..this kind muz really bang ur head..but i'll juz knock la ah..pain siah...still got A's to take..
anyways they said its close to A's standard..bonkie got like 92 can..a* plz..like primary sch la..i'm so dead
failed econs essay as usual..banging on my drq n case study now..
i need a miricle for gp..i think ms tan wanna cry..i cannot face her


birks r here..so fast..n juz when i stop my holis rite..
i'm so tired..not used to the early morning rise..


we baked brownies yesterday..it was nice..i think we can try without the ready-mix the next time round

i'm bored already..tt's y i won't survive a boring life..be it studying or playing..singapore nth to do siah..gotta survive one more day w/o sch tml..u'll think i'm mad n probably wanna bash me up


4got to mention tt sun i got pretty pissed waiting half hr for sb to come get me..cos din have hp..the worse thing was tt i asked to borrow pple's hp n they refuse..kao..i was how nicely dressed plz..look at the pic..do i look like a thief??i mean if a guy asked i wld refuse too..but me?!!?a young (ahem)innocent girl??!??!hai singaporeans..so helpful


walked suntec n marina square today..boring!sitting at borders reading magz was way more fun..hahhaha shall go again tml..so many new books too!

ahhh broke!!!cos i finally found the perfect shoe..chioness..not too old looking..heels but not so high cos i can walk..hehe..but ex..my sis say she can fit into it..bb


jamie's b day today..went for picnic at botanic gardens..wa i wake up early reach there adrea juz woke up...v gd..then we say we cook end up also mostly bess's maid do..n then when liting came with grocery..the gate lock was stuck n cldn't open..so we were passing the potatoes n milk n stuff in one by one through the gate it was hilarious..then bess said aiya go by back door..n we're like 'u have a back dooor!??!?!!!??!' i mean which flat has a back door..cool shit


dinner was buffet at traders hotel..wa eat like siao..but i learnt the art of buffet eating..a bit of everything n more of wad u like..food's gd to me cos i hardly eat gd food..i'm so damn full..all the tennis n swimming gone..
bess was lighting the candle with the match..then she light finish n blew out the lighted match happily...so happily the candle flame went off too..hilarious..ok u gotta c it to laugh at it..laureen put pics here again thks

Today is Jamie's big day!
So the Nerdies come out to celebrate at Cafe Biz.


birthday girl Jamie! , Bess, Liting



Laureen, Cin, Adrea



bess! with the perfect 4 teeth smile. haha

juz watched i not stupid 2..yes my 1st time watching..i'm damn slow..anyway the show's damn nice la..besides the gd looking fellas..too bad i dunno all the hokkien parts..the movie is super truely singaporean..they shd show this to all tourists..jack neo cleverly touched on all the diff prob areas n portrayed them well..singaporeans watch n go yaya how true n then?u c them back to their old habits...old habits die hard..sometimes u need more than a show..more than an awareness..u need to experience it
y r singaporeans so stingy with praises..till pple often self praise n have to package it like a joke
was talking to chun leng also..he was saying he wanna quit sch cos of his gigs..all the way man..
the single dad is damn touching..the 'i love u' n the sch bag is super funny


went shopping these few days..we spent like 3 hrs in zara alone la..tt's how long we haven shopped..everything is wow..got a blackk dress with bess n adrea got a chio brown dress n chonng sum top..damn hot la...
had og gathering at suntec in bet...went to fish n co..din wanna eat initially but i tht got 2 sets offer so agree to share with fren..in the end is 17 per person not per 2 pple..i was so damn pissed..waste my freakin $ n the food isn't even gd..i'm nvr gg back..food court's food is better
i shall not spend any $ tml..reject class outing somemore..hai have fun u guys


gonna watch home run now..

"the key to eliminating poverty is to empower women" -oprah
how true...women tend to come together n provide support for each other n together they can grow to be so strong..remember the days of women in power with men as slaves..not saying men shd b slaves..but wadever happened to such power??dun even have half of tt now..like the spider n the praying mantis n the queen ant..now we've become i dunno wad..lions?we shd b ideally like penguins..share the load dude
men need help too..almost all who voice on the show r women..except for the famous episode when tom cruise jumped on the couch which i haven seen..men juz like to act tough..or the society pressures them to b tough..but they're changing..like how the guys now gossip an alarming amount..but as long as they carn put aside their egos..its hard to help them
tsk men


"i have nothing..but i love my life" -indian woman in poverty
damn..n i complain of studying

i found this damn funny..n i can imagine myself doing it..wahahhaa
coped it from andrea's blog..yep another 1st visit..how come during exams i find so many blogs..i miss the hockers :)

yes i'm still online..iwant to want to study but i cannot..
yay bess ordered the birks..it'll come bout A's time
dani ur pics r so cool..n u lost so much weight!!i think u're skinnier than me now..i miss ur dangerous curves..


my mind wandered off again..i really wanna experience life studying abroad but then i'm not financially able..scholarships r out of reach..n living alone is real hard..but i'll b a life changing experience..oh i dunnno..u juz carn help thinkin bout the ifs
then i keep thinkin bout here n there n imagine the future..how r u suppose to know wad u're best at or wad job suits u best..n its juz hard to believe in urself sometimes..esp when u come into top schs n the best is everywhere u feel like ur chances r near zero
u wanna do sth u like yet u carn do it very well..it'll b much easier if u're rich n gifted like those young holleywood stars so they have a path already planned out for them
i carn think of wad course i wanna take or wad job i wanna do after A's..the pple around have big plans for themselves..its pressurizing..mayb sometimes its not all gd to go to the best


summary:
no wonder they say teenage years r complicating

the best study companion.

lol 1st time viewer of studentssketchpad n one visit is like 2hrs gone..this is evil..
omg my sis is crying in sch cos she carn get her home econs work cos our damn comp carn upload stuff into mails..i'm like ??? damn..i can nvr understand y she crys..n she cried cos she thinks she may never c the hc campus superstar guy again..omg..at this rate i predit she'll cry 9747q4726592682656185682658265 times in her life..
but then again i've been prone to crying more these days..i won't call it crying more like tearing..the oprah episodes ah..hai..i may buy the 20th anniversary vcds..may..c 1st..yesterday's one was damn funny when this biker tattooed guy bought the vcd for his wife then his wife made him watch with her n when she left the hs..she returned to c him sitting alone with a beer watching oprah..ahhhah hilarious..ok really need to ciao..math math math
but not before my bro make me wash his butt

woohooo yeah hady's 2nd song n jon's 1st song were chioness..c tt's y they deserve to go through..then it'll b like last sg idol..girl out 3rd n showdown bet chinese n malay guys..
no racial wadever meant..
yay i found stuff to do after prelims..i wanna go c the dali works tt juz came in..the melting clock is juz so chio..its not like the other art works where i look n i ?!?!?!!?..this is like i c the picture only i go 'damn...' but i read tt the other biennale stuff r screwed up so...
lets go watch the vienna choir boys sing too!!35 bucks..seconds???
then its juz shop n shop..like so many new shops r up..n i missed the dammit wingtai sale..
n then we got to get our birks shipped in..weeeee
my room has been smelling of flowers from my sis's bouquets..i dun like the smell..but after sleeping with it sort of immune liao..its nice to watch them bloom..i like to help them fertilise too..ahhaa..esp the tiger flowers..wadever it's called..my sis loves the lilies though..
ah online getting boring..

wa u n bess make me so green..all the ac pple slacking away...
ya i know..then sometimes u read n u laugh ah urself..
all paper 3s down..math paper 1 killed me..chem was like ?!?!cos i 4got all my organic..then econs is well u know as usual..then phy is gek..i think bout it on the bus ride home n its like damn i know those ans..hai hai..when u kan chiong u can't think..esp the pendulum one..so simple!!gosh..nvm i muz go chiong my math now..last hope for an A..
ok 8 more days n i can play!!
VOTE FOR JON!! IT MUZ B A HADY N JON SHOWDOWN!!

At giraffee. Adrea's bday treat!

the other side of the table

pretty tulips! :)

this is just how thtful she can b..
i turn up to support her concert though i have my prelims up..not tt i mind..
she din even tell me wad time the concert is nor give me my tic
nvr ask if i wanna bring frens along n expect me to go with her bf n frens n mingle with them
i dunno y i even bother waiting for her after tt..shd have gone home straight..save 45min
anyways nice job

Random
haha cin that was me. i wanted to read the archives. very amusing to see how we've grown, changed whatever.
I'm just bored.
I forgot. How do you blog?
Oh n i'm an official westlife fan today. Went to the westlife concert. oh n when do u all finish exams? i'm going to sleep. Goodnight.

mom: jon u want to join s'pore idol?then i send u go training?then u can go on tv..
jon: then u take out the glass and i go in?
the naivety of children..
ok stranger..i'm refuse to go to my work so i think i'll get the archieves on..
laureen...i wish i'm like u now..i'm dying...

i'm quite bored, disturbed and restless :(

wow online again..so often i realise..perhaps an indication of my restlessness..
jcc was nice today..i din know u pay 5bucks to use the pool..we shd have used the sauna too..
but nvm..nice to chill with bess n talk with adrea like we dun have exams..
i still think it'll b v sad if u mug so hard n u suddenly die..ok choi..
i'm juz finding excuses not to study..n suddenly there's so much to think about so much to do tt even playing wrestling with ur bro is fun..
mr fighting serial tt every1 says is boring is like super attractive to me..
hai..i confirm carn finish..but wad the heck
pray real hard..i juz wan to keep tt A for math..then try not to fail the rest..
gd luck guys..the end is near..ok fine the best for most pple i know

the world is in shock due to the sudden death of the croc hunter..
evidence of juz how famous he is..
mom: jon the croc hunter died u know..u know who is he?come i show u the picture..
*takes the straits times n shows front cover*
jon: ya i know him..he's on channel 9 u know..i watch..but the crocodile different leh..not this one
(jon is 4 yrs old) lolz..
the crocs shd go eat the stingray

oh i 4got to tell u the fate of poor pluto..if u haven heard..its been kicked out of the planet club..sadness..the only cute guy..dun really understand y though..sth but it not fitting the definition of a planet cos it shrank..c it doen't have to do anything yet i can change history..zai

the i'm-so-free-now-cos-my-prelims-r-over bess came to pei me mug today..help me with math which i somehow cannot do now though its my best subject..how sad..probability somemore..hai
got a nice workout n a nice tan..but my arms r really damn weak now la..i actually feel them ache as i swim..bleah..n pong says i look broader ie i grew fat
n u know my deformed nails..well it juz spreaded to a few more nails..n nails reflect ur health..great i'm dying..or more like i'm dying faster..dunno if i shd c a doc now or after prelims..i scared later like the ex-rj girl who kana-ed tongue cancer
n my hair n thinning..v little hair left..even when i'm not like cynli or adrea who pull their hair out when they do work..
if exams bring about much devestating negative externalities..y do we still have them so often


here's a little funny thing i saw in bess' notes
Qn) Prove that STUDY = FAIL


Ans: STUDY = NO FAIL -------1
NO STUDY = FAIL ------------2
1+2: STUDY + NO STUDY = NO FAIL + FAIL
STUDY (1 + NO) = FAIL (NO + 1) Assume NO is constant
STUDY = FAIL (proven)