CRAMP!!!
CRAMP CRAMP CRAMP!!!
bloody mary
torture is worse than death

i had a real weird dream..dreamt of HUGE leeches..
think cos yabbie was tellin me bout his pahang trip..
in the dream the huge leech got my toe..n i tried to pull it off but i can feel it already started feeding..n i really felt the tingling feeling..till i really woke up to check
b4 tt it was bout a camp..bess was in it..n sb else too..
its called a dream..


went to adrea's n watched robots..super lame show..i like brainless n funny shows like tt..
then we did a lil spyin..haah..damn funny..
i repeat the evil witch is real evil..awake from her spells!!

i dunno how u can ask sb to leave cos u feel she deserves better
u leave her with no choice..like if she stays she's damn bu yao lian or sth..
might as well dump her straight


u evil evil bitch
PUT OTHERS ON A LOVE SPELL
dun wan pple tt much then get lost
stop being an asshole n break things up, asshole
carn stand seeing others happy izzt
i saw through u
not every1 falls for ur smile n facade

power 98 car squeeze challenge!!
10 000 cash prize plus hp each
but no we din win..lol
softball registered a whole bunch of rj pple..dunno wad they thinkin cos softball guys arn't tt small..so we all went to help..managed 44 on both tries..
but there was this bunch of tiny girls tt look like p4 la..of cos they will win rite but they only won with 46..so we quite pro k 2nd..n if they go by weight we sure win :P
its quite funny to c..i had the comfort of the driver's legspace..so got small space of my own..din suffer from flattened boobs..
i dun think tml's teams can beat 46..
they shd have a 2nd prize..wahahaha


went shoppin with my sis after tt..so tired..she din let me get my teeshirt..sort of regret listening to her..but go out with her she pay all the food...so not bad la..ahha
got my job at last...heheee hope i dun drop the dishes..
omg noelle is damn funny..her prom dress was worn wrongly!either tt or she found it too low cut..cos her boobs r supppose to b above the diamond but she wore it below..she's really one of a kind man..
hot

ken says:who likes chem
foolishly says:ME!!!
foolishly says:who likes orly
ken says:ME!!!


how freakin cute..lovely pair

i'm so so tired..realise i'm forcing my eyes open..
last nite cldn't sleep..mayb cos slept too long at bess' ..mayb cos of sth else..
jamie was kept awake too..hers is the sth else..or sb else..gd luck explaining..
she also smartly told adrea no need go crez then she ownself nvr wake up so i rush there thinkin i was late but eh no one there..
went town eat hala food again..damn u aisyah..ahhaaa
then walk round..my luck today like not bad ah..
josef tan so busy with prom arrangements he took us to merchant court have tea..lol..his treat
so i pang seh my sis n we went..
helped a bit 1st..helped him test the tiara n sash(jamie refuses to take it off)..josef tan himself took some bhb n totally silly pics with them..then we pretend to b the nominees n he ask us the ques..weird weird one..gd luck to the girls man..then he left 4 a while while we fold papers n make ourselves comfortable in his room..wahahha..damn small though..the hotel quite kiam ah
their desert no selections la..so ex somemore..then talk n talk a lot..
no fair their place n food is nicer than ours..hai..we were so envious n wanted to have prom again..
wanted so much to c noelle in her hot dress..but no luck on tt..c pic lor..no choice..


i 4got to tell u bout the chio libarian in crez..she look like gloria but more attractive i think..
cos she's like suzy so sassy..got a bit the siao siao thingy..
cannot too sweet ah..so sian..
then today the indian girls tell me she got 2nd in some contest one..hahha told u she chio..


i wanna watch a twist of fate..but a bit broke only

my sis got 239..juz nice to get in crez..gotta to appeal for her la..does tt mean i have to bring her to sch tml?damn..
went bess'..slept n played gb..i totally sux now...ahhaa..1yr nvr play..
went for cadet's nite..totally rubbish..as usual..ahhaha the skits always no link one..played ball..nice to c them again..
yay adrea's back..go out tml!!
n oh ya i din get hired at fosters..sb let me walk ur dog...n rama has an oh so cute puppy called rust..his dad gave him for his b day to teach him responsibility..lol

i'm having pepperidge's soft baked chocolate chunk..n cold milk..
be jealous.
used to have pepperidge only at adrea's n long ago laureen's..


i borrowed 6books..i'm gonna b busy for some time..heheeehehe
every1's shoppin for prom dresses now..makes me all excited too..

floorball match..i amazingly let in 3 goals..carn stand myself..so damn lucky..
one deflect off my hand...one my foot one dunno wad i do trickle in..ahaa mel wanted to kill me..quickly ask me switch positions with her..lol
jing's far shots r amazing..it is evident from her msn nic she's so happy..
we r damn freakin rusty..i wanna play somemore..
the girls damn rough..gave me 2 big blueblacks n skinned my leg..so hard to bathe..
gosh i refuse to do my eng compre..hahaa keep finding reasons to put it off..
the peer tutoring thing makes u do work..i like..but its too early int he morning la..
ghost girl is nice..go read it..the fact tt ita a true story makes me so captivated...cos the story's so horrific...to think such things actually goes on..
i need to go to the library..i wanna read...

still so damn full..ate too much rice la..lilsis got me so much for lunch..then dinner at liting's was so nice..i muz learn to control..ate rubbish while playin bridge somemore..
nvm i swam with bess today..juz found out she quit netball..again..lousy shit..
storytellin today..
how's it feel like after a confession?liting was real funny..she tht we were jokin..like seriously..
scanderlous shits caught each other at cine somemore..
jj's popular now..*winks*

i deleted lots of pics..juz felt like doin tt..wanted to delete alll..but i guess i carn bear to..u juz look so gd..

i like today..its a gd day..
woke up an hr late..rushed in time for the matches..hai spend $ on cab again..
matches went well..gd passes n all..finally i saw drive in us..hunger for the ball..better positions too..
vj match was cool too..we held up n managed to bring the ball up a few times..juz cldn't finish off..but its ok..lil pau wasn't there n they put in kavina n li sth..4got her name..baba wasn't really playin much..either tired or i pressured her well..i hope so..
we drew n went down to penalty flicks..i got a chio one but vj got lucky n managed to block tt...
jing orly aisyah joan aiya every1 la..played well today..
i sad tt i missed all my shots at the sa match..wanted to score..but nvm..i'll get my time..
n ooo..my hits improved so much..they're so powerful now..hehe i know the secret..its in the torso...


went to holland v myself...hehe spent a bit time alone..
went to ask bout the job at fosters..they din look like they really want me but told me to fill the form anyways..hope they call..it'll b so cool workin as a waitress..gd experience too...tt's wad life's all about..


tv nite..sat there from 7pm till 1am..lol..somemore so many shows i wanna watch i had to switch channels during ads..was tryin to watch the shu qi show..she's so pretty..i am sam made me tear again...love tt show..makes me feel like spending time with my parents..remind me to treasure them..like how my dad wanted a haircut today n i shd have juz given him one..n how i shd get my mom to cut mine again..it stopped when i started going to the hairdressers'..i mean it doesn't matter if it doesn't turn out so nice..i carn get any much prettier anyways..its bout juz her n me..n we wld juz talk while she cuts..n her smile's so pretty it lights up her whole face..ok i need a haircut


the confession came!!!finally man..but now liting's confused..sort out soon girl..he's a nice one..
muz wait for adrea to come back b4 we can watch harry..gee when did she become so big shot..

i'm back!!
it was a gdddd trip..now i know y i paid 328bucks..n it was all worth it..


TAMAN NEGARA
met all the others at evelyn's place..then set off in a mini bus..
my bag was small compared to the rest of them..proud of my light packin..but adam beats me..he practically brought nth..
journey there was long..we played cards talked a bit n slept..the bus was quite small so my legs were pretty cramped up for hrs..
the bus uncle keep smokin every half n hr to keep himself awake n jing n i had to wake up every time to open the windows so we can get fresh air..
reached the jetty at 5.30am..was all dark..the driver left n the boat doesn't come till 8.30am so we roamed around played cards n slept a bit more till dawn
had breakfast at this small shop..roamed more..
found this dustbin full of maggots..totally gross..all wriggling..there was this raw drumstick inside covered with maggots too n there were wriggling so much it looks like the drumstick's alive..i took a pic..heh u can c if i upload it..
wasn't till 9.15 tt we left..boat ride was 2 n a half hrs long..at first everyone was 'the boat's so low'..'waaaa'..'look!'..then half hr later all sleepin le..then another hr later all snacking..lol
finally reached..checked into our lovely huts..jing n i shared a room..the toilet's big! n we had a balcony though no view..the only thing is no phone so ma fan..
1st activity rapid shooting..dunno y its called shooting..our boatman was pretty fun..he took us to a bit of adventure...our boat took 7 of us n its pretty heavy..cldn't really get the feel of gg through the rapids..the boatman drove into the parts with stronger current..then at one pt the current was so strong n too much water splashed in n we got stuck on a rock..so we all had to get off the boat..tt's when we were all grabbing each other tryin not to get washed off n jing's slippers slipped off n floated away..heehe..
on the way back the guys decided to throw adam overboard..the boatman stopped for us..in the end all 3 of them fell in..
back on land adam realised his wallet was gone..he smartly put his room key n wallet into his pocket during rapids when we all left it at the counter safe..he din managed to locate it since it's probably somewhere in the river..so we had to lend him money throughout..luckily most things have already been paid for..
BUFFET DINNER!!it was raining quite heavily n we din know if its still on..jing n i had to wrap ourselves in towel n run to jaafer's hut n climb in through the balcony cos the walkway's flooded..for the sake of buffet we made it to dinner..yes it was lovely..from appetizers to main meal to desserts to drinks..so much food!! i ate till i was so full..jing n justin cldn't get enough of the smoked salmon they practically took the whole thing..


every1 woke up late..hurried for BUFFET BREAKFAST..ah again lots of food..pancakes to cornflakes to fried rice to omelets to fried mee to porridege to toasts..
our poor guide waited for us for quite long b4 we were ready..set off for jungle trekkin n canopy walk..
he told us bout some trees on the way..its amazing how they differentiate the trees n the things trees can provide for us..managed to c some animals..black scorpion..i spotted a poisonous snake n the guide said its our lucky day..then pretty blue head bird..some chicken like thingy n carn remember the rest..only saw one leech on the way n no leech bites for us..canopy walk was quite scary its so high up n the thingy sways so much..it doesn't look stable..but no accidents yet..
lunch was across the river at the floatin restaurants..i get quite dizzy when the boat passes by n the waves rock the restaurant..
suppose to have some swimming thingy at the waterfall..but the counter said they made a mistake n its not in our package..we were too late anyway..they said we won't make it back b4 nitefalls when we wanted to pay to go..so we found an alternative swimming place..somewhere on the resort grounds 800m away..so says the signboard..
so in slippers we went n din know wad we were in for..it rained the nite b4 so the path was pretty damp n it was like trekkin again..n doing it in slippers sux big time..we skid a lot n my slippers n feet were all muddy..
tt's not all..the path was full of LEECHES!!
durin trekkin we were well prepared with salt n lighter n long socks n shoes..now..nth but slippers..we were so scared to the leeches we kept our pace fast n hopped our way to every boardwalk where we rest n check our legs for leeches..jaafer was the 1st victim..jing spotted the leech bet his toes..luckily we managed to pull it off b4 it started suckin..met this holland guy n his fren..he showed us his bloody leg from leech bite n said 'oh juz scratch it off'..we got even more freaked out but went on..it was the longest 800m ever..pretty fun actually..
the 'swimming area' is a bloody brown river..we were disgusted by it n the leeches so quickly headed back..met an angmoh on the way n she was pretty amused by us..then we met justin n adam on the way back cos they went to pei evelyn who was too tired to join us..they din realise bout the leeches n justin became victim no 2..he found a leech under his sandal strap n we all panicked n hurried back askin for salt or lighter from all the passerbys..they tht wad big thing happen then they saw leech bite only they 'chey'..lol
there was this uncle who told us cheekily tt the leeches r v naughty we better check our groins for them too..omg..cos of tt we get paranoid when we feel itch at our butt or thigh or anywhere on our bodies..
got our cameras n salt for the death of the leech..it was pretty interestin..salt on the leech causes it to release its bite n the blood it drank will all be spat out too...then it will struggle a while n
die..the guys roasted it with the lighter too n we created a new dish to b sent to thailand..
we tht show's over n returned to our rooms..
sandyah shouted n we all came out again..she's victim no 3..haha..she's damn funny..she was laughin at justin b4 tt n she was damn terrified bout it but still kana n din know..
ok this is a damn long entry..
no buffet dinner but we still wanted to eat at the restaurant..the bill came up to only a little over hundred though we had 7pple meal plus shared dessert..cheap cheap
jaafer sandyah jing n i crossed the river to get satay for supper(we're how pig la)..but satay sold out tt nite so we hunt for beer n sprite..realised the beer monopoly is the restaurant..guess how much it cost per can..17RM!!!like wth!!tt's more than my main course dinner know..we got 6cans in total..102RM..bout the cost of our dinner..lol
i wanted to get baron's strong brew..so we can get lesser cans..but they din have tt..heh
played bridge n drank..talked a bit too..tt was a pretty crazy nite..
we din go c the luminous mushrooms though..it rained again..sad..


jing n i woke up on time..packed everything n went to wake the rest up..we left for buffet breakfast when we got too hungry to wait..then met the guide for caving..more like trekkin..same muddy paths n lesser leeches but still there..found one on my shoe n pulled it off..was slimy n gooey..saw a tree frog..the bright green one..it dove into the mud trying to hide from us..so cute..din get to take a pic though
caving was short but loads of fun..challenging..like boldering a bit n squeeze through tiny gaps n look at lots of cute bats hanging on the celling..the water running through was fresh n clean too..n u can see the power of roots of trees..they grow through the rocks la..
then we went to visit the natives..tried the blow pipe they use for hunting..everything is from trees la..damn cool..n they got sandpaper leaf..n glue n poison n everything..they showed us how to make fire too..
went back late..checked out late..this time is road trip direct from taman nergara..bumpy ride..cld hardly sleep..stopped over at kfc for lunch..did a v. adam thing n knocked over my drink all over my lap..luckily got change..
later stopped petrol kiosk n bought lots of food again..evelyn was damn amused by the tongkat ali drink n the female version called sth fatimah..she bought both to keep i think..
back at 1am plus..cab fare not cheap..
i'm tired now..


woke up early to help at crez..was 1 hr late anyway..then followed liting to nic's b day celebration with bess..then went bess hs talk somemore n slept..i'm sick of typing..heh its already 10pm

got my new bag!its on offer..luckily i waited till now then get..heh..my mum let me keep the leftover bag money..i can get my 3/4!!yippee..but dunno if i shd go down tml...tt'll b quite crazy..but if i wait till i return..mayb gone..ai..nvm lets c if i'm fated to own the pants..*plz plz plz plz plz*


today's matches were bah..but more space was given...more order..least we drew one...uwc is gd..i like them..they chio too..i dun get y ang mohs not so slim wear tight or things like spec still look ok..chinese will juz look totally gross..opps..
went holland feast on subway..then walked around..haven been there in a long time..got nice stuff..but still ex..really love to imagine if i were like aisyah's fren...bloody rich..but then again when u're tt rich u'll still feel short of money...k be happy girl


my brain hasn't worked for quite some time..since promos ended..lol..i think when i come back i'll start work..already felt like doing phy today..

including tml..i'll b seeing aisyah 5days in a row..
jing suppose to join us today but was sick..hope she well enough tml..
tt girl was late for 1 n half hrs..but lucky i'm one who's ok by myself..found the perfect 3/4 pants..from zara kids..a bit tight now but i'm sure when training stops my ass will go down again..
the esprit shirt is still there!!*hint hint*
there was this green jeans at mng super chio n cheap for mng jeans..i'm tempted..
tried funny jackets n coats too..the one with fur act looks not bad..
watched just like heaven..it was damn funny at the counter..we tht it was 8.50 but no it was 9.50(too long nvr watch movie)...so we din bring much n were trying to dig for money..luckily we had enough n left with only 5cents after tt..ahaha
sweet movie..love the humour..the guy at the bookstore is so funny..silly looking..got the 'huh' face..
my sis is a joker..she tht my mom's b day is today n got the cake...tiramisu..high spending girl..i dun even dare eat tt normally..too ex..ironic tt its an innvention by the poor..

waaaa finally rest day tml..hope sat will have big improvement!!
went for badminton int he morning..wa woke up 1 hr late..as usual all late except bess...my badminton deproved a lot..drop shots sux..but least i managed a few smashes..
then went to borrow dvd n watched at bess..called in mac's..haven eaten tt for a while..
watched pocahontas..lovely..haven watched for so long..love disney...love the songs..feel like watchin mermaid now..
had to go for training..bought new shin pads..so much more comfy...n red socks!!chioness..


my head spins know..i think i shd go to the doc's to have a scan..after tt knock on the floor..whenever i'm stationery n bend my head over to look down..i'll get this sudden wave of giddiness..today was the worse..in the cc toilet...the whole world was spinning n i had to hold on the both sides of the cubicle walls to prevent myself from falling..hope its nth serious..go away soon plz..

waaa oreo cheese cake..gd stuff man..yummy...
i really feel like cannning my bro..his such an asshole..attitude like shit..such a greedy pig..oreos every morning..2 icecreams a day..n wadever he sees he wans..
think if my mum sends him to sch the sch also carn handle..
arh..he pisses me off


laureen::zoo's fun..mayb cos i carn find work too..but how u get it..can i get tt too??i cld go in ur place if i'm free..wad u doing there?

ok they not cutting cake yet..
my calves r aching...
my blisters got worse on my toes...
my neck also aching i dunno y...need a massage..
my appetite shrank by a lot..i mean a lot..i hardly eat now..haven even had dinner..
but nvm..its gd rite..
trip coming soon..excited..hehehee
okok now cutting cake..

muahhhaa pw is OVER!
our i&rs r damn cool la..all 3 of us wrote bout similar stuff..damn cool..
read zhu's one..all he did was description...cos he had no experience to talk bout!!lol..
went shopping with aisyah..had nice meal at far east..din know they had nice food there on 5th floor..we're trying to get a job at sakura..
ok my sis's back..go celebrate her b day 1st..

peace.pls. Today is a sad day. I had PW. Not the real thing yet. But it was alright. I don't like PW. Cin why do u want to work in a zoo?! I'm not totally looking forward to it becos of all the travelling and it sounds so tiring. I caught Doom today. It's about Chromosome 24. Pretty thrilling. Tomorrow they want to go Harrys. Tired tired tired. I am wearing myself out thanks to my irritating brain which would not stop thinking of the worse.

can u believe i fell down 3 times during one training..1st i trip over tsai's stick while dribbling pass her n fell with my bum on her stick..pain ok..then the leg workout i fell forward while accelerating..then again later when i running fast backwards...lean back too much..this one hit my head on the floor..ouch..wad the hell's wrong with me man..oh n i pushed ching down..cldn't break in time..heh


op was ok..least i tht i answered much better than dry run..n the teacher happily smile at me say gimme easy ques..i hope tt meant gd..now left i&r..await the destruction of pw...muahhhahaha
oh we realise our wr got lots of errors...lets hope the examiners get so bored marking they overlook the contradictions..lol
played tennis with adrea n amy after op..we're so noob..then had lunch at j8..


gonna have training tml again..means 3 trainings in a row..n disrupt my shopping plans tml..humph..nvm..for the sake of uwc..


LAUREEN LAUREEN LAUREEN!!!I WANNA WORK AT THE ZOO TOOOOOOO...THEN I GET TO GO IN FOR FREEEEEEE....I'VE BEEN TELLING ADREA I WANNA GO THEREEEEEEEE.....BRING MMMMEEEEEEEE..........

be Random. i'm feeling all sorts of weird. so here I am.... The holidays are pretty routined. I feel like a stone. I need to go to the dentist. I had geog lesson on plate tectonics. Did you know there was difference between crusts and plates? i really wonder what i'm doing there. I am going to work in the zoo for 5 days. Can you believe it? Most likely in the reptile section. Then I have class cip, camp for orphanages. And of cos there's PW. Make time for me. I feel mean and grumpy. Where's Christmas spirit?

lovin project runway..its inspiring yet destroying my fashion dream..
today's pw meeting has got to b the most productive ever...all present..all in discussion..
bless tml n hopefully i do well..dun gimme hard ques..
had pizza 2days in a row...thks to amy today n liting yesterday...
hongkong serial 2 days in a row tooo...show's getting better
went for a at least 15km walk yesterday..pretty refreshing..wish we had made the tree top walk..
saw joan n trackers on the way...they run even on sundays...crazy..
played majong too


sth gross happened on the bus today..i felt sth on my neck..i swept it off..then i felt sth drop into my sb..so i quickly pull the elastic n let tt thing slide down my tummy..then i had to lift my shirt to find it..n it was a disgusting insect..look like a mini cockroach..eeeewwwwwww to think it molested me all down the front..

its useless..stop waiting stop hoping stop envying..
no one gives shit bout u..the world is juz u urself only...
u stand for urself u fight for urself u decide for urself u plan for urself u please urself u console urself u achieve urself
how evident can things get
stop disagreeing with me..u mayb lucky ur're different..


uwc starts tml..carn wait
its an awfully long wait for our paths to cross again

tony roma's is a killer..nvr eaten so much meat at once..i'm full till like now la..today din have much wei kou..only wanna eat veg...i told them order a few 1st then want more later order..but no.....all ask me shut up n we end up with bread 2 appetizers 6bowls of soup 3 meals of chicken n steak 1 sample dish of all kinds of rib n lots of fries..i ain't going back in a long long time man..n i'm nvr going brazil..can u imagine meat buffet..after tt we went to walk 4 v long b4 dessert..cldn't get enough of iced passion tea..

yep remember i told u bout halloween?? here r some pics..lazy to put more cos i need to size them down n all..ma fan..
top's bess n adrea resting cos we so tired from walkin..
2nd's liting n jamie..
3rd's jamie..scary siah
last is me..looks like olden times huh..

my maid is cleaning up n she found this pic n she ask who..she tht it was my younger sis..i said it was jess..then she say look like jovina last time..how come so ugly(as compared to now i guess)..well does it matter..haven u heard ugly duckling becomes beautiful swan..i guess it works the other way round too..i can hear my daddy say i was hell of a beauty when i was young..
i'm going to get the next disc..the show's so nice i carn wait..it'll take how freakin long to get to s'pore la..
bloodshop juz raised sale by 10%..luckily i din buy anything yesterday..now i'm really tempted...

back from threesome..siew so sexy today eh..ahahaha
shawn was hot..i mean i always knew he's cute but today..he's hot man...n i din know he can act..
the first play i saw so much of myself..like every1 wans to b a somebody n nobody wans to b a nobody...its like wad r u best at..ur specialty..nth..i've got nth to sell dammit..n watching them act makes me a bit sad cos i din get through rp auditions..only can blame me for being naturally cold on the outside n not being able to express myself explosively??f it..its like tt ice queen in top model..she actually so full of shit but she juz naturally shuts up infront of like strangers n judgers keep complaining she's so cold..
act i shd count my blessings..but pple also say dun compare to the worse off..so wad?
i dun wanna think anymore..thinkin sux


we got a wake up call from sir..he was real upset bout our attitude during training..no drive no application no endurance nth..i really dunno how uwc will turn out..i dun wanna leave with a bottom position..but its real terrible..no communication drills all thrown away during the game..plz plz dun let us screw it..except for the damn freaking hot sun which baked me till i cldn't stand it..i tht i did ok today..but hockey ain't a one man game..


tml jamie's treat..yay finally get to taste tony romas..pathetic ain't i
they all saw..all except me..i also wanna c..

halloween was fun n v tiring..we're 4ever late..nvm next yr will b earlier..liting's hs is not so enthu..v little treat despite the huge area we covered..kisha was agogo girl..liting vampire..jamie adam's family lady...bess greek godess..adrea tribal rascal..me afro nerd..
had fun putting make up for jamie..she's experiment 1..then followed by liting n paint on adrea..u can guess how much rubbish liting's hs has to b able to come up with 4 costumes alone..damn i wan a wig too...
we hoped but din get $$..some of the kids got..mayb they c us a bit overgrown then dun wan give..but the hses r like how big n nice la..n i saw a real pumpkin cut with a face n with candle in it...like it books n tv..cool
watched project runway..we all like the corn dress..n we all hate the one tt got out..nice show..its so tough..
then they all left n adrea n i stayed over..watched stir of echos n guess who..ate maggie mee in the middle of the nite with hot dog...i resisted the icecream..liting fell asleep n adrea wldn't sleep alone she sqeeze into the bed with me..
today we spent the whole day watching hongkong serial..its new n damn nice..adrea's crazy over it le..i love the guy..so funny!!!
ok i'll try n show u some pics another day..juz receive info tt training's at 8am tml..so i shd sleep now..