was super super tempted to call adrea up for a swim or tennis..but no..i muz resist..juz 2 more days of chinese..argh..there's nth to study anyway..only can learn some nice phrases for compo n make sure i know my summary well..plz dun let my tian xie han zi zero again..i'm hoping for a1..u think can?din get my icecream job..dunno how jen got it..mayb they tht 1 student is enough..my mum let me go taman negara..she din really say yes but i dun care..how exciting..no adults..hope nth interesting happens in s'pore then...


hc halloween was not bad..besides some guys screaming 4nth super irritating the whole event was ok..got food..movie..haunted tour which i cld c quite a lot of effort put in..face paint n all..
we'll b gg for trick or treating after chinese i hope..


i got some really weird dreams nowadays..like this noon there was one bout killer crow..out of this world stuff pretty scary n i think it has sth to do with the hs killing its occupants which is men some other pple..


oh ya jess is having the time of her life..she waited like 5 yrs for now..5yrs...tt's how lousy guys r..the guy's juz lucky jess cld wait..
i muz run tml..keep putting it off..how am i ever gonna last a game

my dad's gotta go to court cos he's charge with a crime...
crime of unlicensed tv channels..
apparently he din go renew the license when it expired
n so he commited a crime under law no 29 or sth
wad funny shit..fined 100+ bucks i think...n he gotts explain y he no license..ahhaaha
how freakin cool la go court


played twister n it was damn hard n tiring like going gym la..work all ur funny muscles..tml hc halloween...check it out man...hai gotta work on chinese now..i wanna score for once

wasted a bloody 11 bucks on cab cos my sis nvr ans her hp...she cld have fetched me home..she was in the area..ahhhh..
anyway was out so late cos of og outing at zhenghan's..played tennis...ok tried..played till all the balls flew out of the builing then no choice cos no balls left..hahaah..played frisbee with a bottle cap..its so hard..darrell's so gd at it..then tired liao go back to the hs..bridged n i happily finished 2 cans of sprite ice n lots of amelia's steamed peanuts..watched a bit of the man u match..the free kick was chioness...n christiano shd slap himself for the header..then i cldn't take it...so v tired...tt was 12.30am??


so v tired due to floorball..finally it went well i think..ended early even though we added a team last min..then though got unfair teams like combined so3 but luckily no protests..i think my class did well..guys were amazing from the 1st match...then held up against najad ian n chin's team till the v last min tough luck then lost 0-1..the girls had an amazing play of 8-0...hahha power siah..but match against 6k was tough luck..the pressure drove our formation haywire..lost 1-2..in the end we got both 3rds..not bad if u ask me..n my legs so suan..


real sorry bess...cos of yesterday so tired cancelled kayaking with u..heh...another time k..

so tired!!open hs today..my shift's rite in the morning..n our board's amazing..haha the word hockey n our jersey..hahhaa..seriously..no one will read wad's on ur board!!i think our board was cool..ahahaahah..played hockey with ian..he's omg gd..every1 knows..n he's real nice he tried to teach us n correct us..we really improved..i wanna do this more often..finalised some floorball stuff..one more day n i'll nvr have to worry bout it ever again..played rugby a while too..cos our booths beside each other..so rugby n hockey end up playing each other's game after a while..ahaha quite farnie..dance was pretty nice..dani n najad got me laughing like crazy..went to hc to watch their dance..yep best i've seen from them..the boi boi dance ic rox..n dun worry jamie u did well..better than bess wld do..ahhaha..then brought noelle n frens over..toured the v big sch..i become the befriender..wad an experience..so v the hard for me rite..but hey i managed..know like talk a bit more..i almost died..but i'm so happy now..dunno if they were bored though..tt's y i'm not a befriender rite..then played bball a while..then left cos i v the tired..


gd luck for touch guys!
bless tml..thks


ok 4got to talk bout fri..know how the bo liao sch make us go for 30min talk n end sch..ya went jen's to play n watch 'porn'..haha m18 actually..american pie wedding n wet dreams..cos cynli's so so innocent she ask us to educate her..hahaa..then played table soccer n pool..n ate dorittos chicken crackers oreo maggie mee icecream pop tart my we're pigs..played with the hair iron...straighten all out hair..esp mine..hahaha..then put highlights for jess n cyn..quite nice..then they take pic of the v nerdy me..wore jen's 100degree specs(better not have spoilt my eyes) n skirt like under my boobs then button all to the top then badge like at my shoulder n hair with the 2 clip..they laugh their asses off..then play till i late for training..luckily no pt leh..we were so scared..i keep seeing him on the bus leh..but i dun mind..he not bad looking..hahhaahhahahahahahahahahahahaha

juz when i tht i have no sch tml...they change their minds n make us all go back to sch..for like 1hour..lame siah
went adrea's watch deuce n be cool..its terribly pirated..but still funny...so if it wasn't the shows will b even better..she made me go to the doc's with her..
thks for coming to c me..twice in a row was nice...how bout today again?gee i'm greedy..

i tht i cld die today...
my chest became so tight i felt like i cldn't get enough air i was breathing so hard n loud i tht i wld become one of those teens who juz collaspe while running n die..
so i din allow myself to increase rate of breathing...i juz kept doing tt stride thingy i always do when i'm tired but i have to go on..i'm so proud of my legs..my heart is useless..eat shit n die
but i think i overworked it..i was so tired i slept in the bus so deeply i hit my head on the window..when i soap my legs they hurt..like !^@%^#%&$^$@
thks bren


i missed extreme japan n a bit of tiramisu


ok here's my results..they arn't so bad now cos i manage to up phy by a grade..
b4c5 bddd wow huh
n i realise my econs..though my essay fail like some shit but i still got a d..tt's wow

gotts go for lessons soon...
anyway yesterday sux..my results were like SHIT..yep..not a single a..but i ought to b thankful i din fail anything..damn sad with econs..pined quite high hopes on tt..every1 managed to squeeze pass promotion...of cos there's those who breeze pass it..yep..went to walk round with cyn at j8..was pretty nice..made both of us feel much better..


sunday was suppose to play tennis..then the rain thwart my plans..so went to adrea's to watch vcds instead...bess came 1n half hrs late..she owes us icecream but she refuse..thks adrea for dinner..only manage to watch 40 yr old virgin..pretty funny...ending was crap...

ok lessons now..bb

my younger sis is on the comp the hp n phone...gosh...juz cos psle is over..
n since this comp is so lousy i carn even play sudoku i'll blog
n the psle..had a math error in the paper..r the setters all left with old man with failing eyesights??how come they can allow such a mistake??this one not so bad cos not tt obvious...but our o's bio paper was real bad..how obvious was the mistake la..make me stare at it for so long wondering if its a trick...n to think we pay so much for the exams..


did u c the papers today??it took them another major natural disaster to start wondering if the end of world is coming..warnings of worsening global warming with rising temps has been reported too...then there's the warning of singapore n malaysia being hit by a earthquake n tsnami..i'm not surprised..n i hope we wld be prepared by then..


got to sch 45min late today...30min cos i woke up 30min late..15 min cos the back gate was locked so i had to walk round not only rg but ri too..this is when it sux tt u have a big compound..
luckily its not a sir thing..if not we'll all b pretty screwed..cos i wasn't the only one..
anyway ran round sch cos macritchie wld b muddy..was pretty tiring for me..shucks lousy ass...
then jing made us do conditioning..if we keep this routine up i'll have a sizzling hot bod my next yr..but i doubt we will..touched my stick after a million yrs..not so bad la..least i'm holding it with the right hand..which is the left..wanted to go to the marina bay water thingy..free banana boat rides n all......but...BUT..no one go with me..aisyah had to go home early so we sat at mac n rot 4 a while complaining how bored we were...haaha..


watched mighty ducks juz now..how inspiring..defense defense defense!!

*ring ring*
"hello may i speak to bess plz"
"huh"
"may i speak to bess plz"
"uh this is jamie's hs (laughs)"
"OMG..hahhahhahaa..okok"


damn funny la...i din even realise i dialled the wrong no..anyway postponed tml's matches and banner painting cancelled so i damn bloody free now..sb bring me out tml
liting cheat me today..say she ponning sch..but she din..we were suppose to go back crez get some cip thingy..in the end i laze round the whole day at home reading..was so bored i read children's books n a bit of ksp notes..i obviously din finish tt cos it was so boring..
did sudoku..started only yesterday..but i'm doing hard ones liao..have yet to complete one hard one without help at all..cos i make a million n one mistakes..then my brain tired so i try n do the easy ones as fast as possible..fastest 7min..is tt gd?i dunno
i dun get how pple can do without writing down the possibilities..i only did it for easy n medium cos i din know yesterday the site allows u to put down the possibilities..


i like belly dancer..such a yo yo song..

today wasn't a gd day..like christopher from the curious incident of the dog in the night-time..i've probably seen 4yellow cars in a row..
1stly i left my freakin hp at home..the day after my sis left hers at home..
then i was late though i told rama to meet me in sch 10min earlier..so sorry bout tt
then i had no $$ so i had to borrow again..though tt's not really bad..
then got back gp which was like shit disgusting..
then heard our class chem sux again..
then i forgot there was pe n vball today so i din bring wear my 'gears'..luckily i had a shirt in my bag n i always wear shorts..
then the whole pe i juz sat there n watch pple play..dunno y loser team got to stay on court..but nvm i got to play 10min after pe..
then i went for vball n not a soul from my hs was there..they guys had like overwhelming responses but girls r pathetic..
then sir told me there was no improvements in sign ups..i want to die..
then when i finally decide to leave it had to start raining..
then when i reach home my dad had to b bathing so i have to sit outside n wait for him to open the door..
i'm wondering wad else cld happen at nite..


girls sux..i hate being a girl..like hongmin said the guys cld play a game..girls juz stand there n switch play every serve..n when u organise some game u might as well ignore the girls cos the response will sux like shit..argh!!the world is bloodly unfair

just finished watching ever after..i can watch that a million and one times..
don't think i want to watch constantine now..it'll take away the mood i've gotten into..
i marvel at their conversations..it is with such wit and knowledge that they speak...
wonder if there would come a time when language will be back to the standards then..
i shall hope for that day..
our fast-paced modern world does not allow us to accomodate such beauty of language..
and a fairytale will always be a fairytale..


ok so much talk but its a damn dream..i'm so aching from ich..liting is too from hers..n adrea n her are both black now..luckily the games i play r held indoors..muahhhhahaha..
my mom's thinkin of making my sis take 3rd lang..i think she's nuts..she obviously over estimated her capabilities..even jess carn handle 3rd lang..
i shall need to do some councilling now..tata

played volley at hc..the ball's not tt hard after all..i've improved..which means i was really lousy b4
went adrea's watch dvds..
had 2bowls of noodles each..
watched 3 movies in a row..
i like korean n jap shows..
itching for more..
the wedding date was nice..the guy's so charming..the girl's so maluating
fourth finger's numb..
plz plz let sign ups start flooding in...
HAPPY B DAY JEN

i wanna read penguin collection of great ideas!
saw loads of them at borders..the covers r so so pretty!!
1 book costs 11.90
i'll b crazy if i buy..40 of them in all
i wanna read Of man..On the pleasure of hating..A room of one's own..The social contract..Common Sense..On friendship..The inner life..A tale of a tub..Civilization and its discontents..wth all la
but trust me..its gonna b gd..


here's a short extract:
On the Shortness of Life
Most human beings, Paulinus,* complain about the meanness of nature, because we are born for a brief span of life, and because this spell of time that has been given to us rushes by so swiftly and rapidly that with very few exceptions life ceases for the rest of us just when we are getting ready for it. Nor is it just the man in the street and the unthinking mass of people who groan over this - as they see it - universal evil: the same feeling lies behind complaints from even distinguished men. Hence the dictum of the greatest of doctors:† 'Life is short, art is long.' Hence too the grievance, most improper to a wise man, which Aristotle expressed when he was taking nature to task for indulging animals with such long existences that they can live through five or ten human lifetimes, while a far shorter limit is set for men who are born to a great and extensive destiny. It is not that we have a short time to live, but that we waste a lot of it. Life is long enough, and a sufficiently generous amount has been given to us for the highest achievements if it were all well invested.


A Room of One's Own
But, you may say, we asked you to speak about women and fiction - what has that got to do with a room of one's own? I will try to explain. When you asked me to speak about women and fiction I sat down on the banks of a river and began to wonder what the words meant. They might mean simply a few remarks about Fanny Burney; a few more about Jane Austen; a tribute to the Brontës and a sketch of Haworth Parsonage under snow; some witticisms if possible about Miss Mitford; a respectful allusion to George Eliot; a reference to Mrs Gaskell and one would have done. But at second sight the words seemed not so simple. The title women and fiction might mean, and you may have meant it to mean, women and what they are like; or it might mean women and the fiction that they write; or it might mean women and the fiction that is written about them; or it might mean that somehow all three are inextricably mixed together and you want me to consider them in that light. But when I began to consider the subject in this last way, which seemed the most interesting, I soon saw that it had one fatal drawback. I should never be able to come to a conclusion.


i'm a little off today..was heading to town but was in sort of a daze on the bus n took it all the way to bt..
i have a ques..since it seems by nature that some pple r crook..do animals experience tt too?i mean they know how to love too rite..u probably carn ans me either..nvm
i carn fit into my jeans...my my the effect of promos

storm's over!


11.25 n i'm feeling hungry..sheesh
i bought meji icecream :)
suddenly slack so much after so long feel a bit weird...like too free..ahahhaha..
watched corspe bride today...so sweet la..i think the emily chioer than victoria n she got 1 sexy leg la
then dunnno y victoria's wedding dress so lau tu then emily's one so modern n sexy even though she's the past..
the piano part so nice..charming man plays the lovely tune..love depp..
cynli complain show too short bo hua though..i agree on tt a bit
1week pass n i only have 1/3 of my allowance left..arn't i amazing
left town damn early..super tired..went home n finally cut my super long nails..cutting hair soon too..when u're not prepared for an exam..take all superstitions to heart..
slept like a pig while waiting for jamie..when she woke me up i felt as if i slept for hours..


cut mango juz now..dad wanted to eat..was quite difficult..tried to slice the skin off nicely but keep having wastage cos i cut too much off..so i eat as i cut..hehe
the mango's full of juice la..so wet n slimey..like fish..hard to hold onto n slice..
my slices were too small n ugly..will improve next time..got 1 more mango left..
daddy's been eating a lot nowadays..he carn control himself..c him eat cubes after cubea of chocolate..leftover dinner at midnight..n its showing in his size...


rest well adrea!i promise i wun visit so many shops on sun!

hai din break record..actually i think math wasn't tt difficult..cos i cld do most of it..if u actually gimme more time..my brain carn think so fast u know..got bout 30 marks blank??hope i dun get lower than common test..


went swensen's after tt..mad ah..i go on eating like tt i'll b broke by next week..played squash..shiok..think i've played all the racket games le..though my tennis n table tennis quite pok..i will improve them..had a shiong game with amelia..keep trying to out jian each other..heehhe..i won by a margin..shall have a rematch soon..


last paper tml..after tt class outing..floorball approved..gotta rush a lot of paper work over the weekends..sign up sheets announcements details publicity prizes n stuff..


u know sth..this is juz promos..promos only..gosh..i get influenced into this shit..rj jiu shi rj..then a's bu shi si liao?

i finished my paper on time!!!so happyyyyyyy...
two more n i'll break my record..finish all papers on time..i din even manage tt in o's..i've got speed problems..i think i need speed writing course..
my head feels funny..i carn decide if its dizzy or not..
saw myself in the mirror b4 i bathe..i look terrible..no colour in my face..dark rings r so terrible..eyes look tired..yuck..wadever man
go adrea!!we can do it!!

Over the sea and far away
She's waiting like an Iceberg
Waiting to change,
But she's cold inside
She wants to be like
the water,

All the muscles tighten in her face
Buries her soul in one embrace
They're one and the same
Just like water

Then the fire fades away
But most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's too hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're.... the other side of the world
to me

On comes the panic light
Holding on with fingers
and feelings alike
But the time has come
To move along

Then the fire fades away
But most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's too hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're.... the other side of the world

Can you help me?
Can you let me go
And can you still love me
When you can't see me anymore

Then the fire fades away
most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's too hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're.... the other side of the world
Ohh.... the other side of the world
You're.... the other side of the world
To me.

today's dinner damn nice..feel like having seconds..muz resist..
my gd frens adrea n jamie pang seh me..
i'm home n i dun feel like doing anything..
only 3 more days...2 since i'll probably ignore econs mcq..
damn scared for math...
today's phy suxed..
i'll juz aim to finish all my papers in time..esp tml's..
i really hope nobody in class get retained..i like my class..
i heard lau quit..no more films :(
liting got hot dates..hehee hope i can check them out..
adrea got hot date coming up also...
jamie will probably get one too...
bess is forever on dates..
laureen most likely the same...
my date's simple..threesome on sun..
i hope my hockey stick will date me on sat..
i have a pimple on my butt...wth
blogger is screwed...i carn add colour to this..

another day passes..another day nearer..another day sooner..
its not fair mine starts 1st n ends last...
had a hard time concentrating today..kept looking at the kids play..
otherwise i'm eating..to stop me from spending i brought lots of food from home..but still junk..
yet to weigh myself..
but its exams tt brings the 3 of us together we realised..the other 3 has or gg to have bfs..no time 4 us..chat quite a lot yesterday n today..bout how our lives have changed..bout wad we wanna do after promos...but for now...nerds. literally.
jc sux..all u sec 4s better treasure ur time now..

wad if i shd die tml..i'll really regret how i'm spending my time now..studying..jamie says she'll b ok if she dies tml..as in not she wans to but like there's nth she wld wanna do tt she can do now..tt's nice..i wish i can say tt too..but i know i carn..mayb i shdn't wan too much..do i wan too much??jamie says i look happier now..y dun i feel happier..
i miss hockey!!

i really shd get off the comp..