oh n remember to eat ur ba guas..they're gd 4 u..

eh pple..I"M SINGLE OK!!SINGLE U HEAR ME???SINGLE!!!!!!!!!!!
sheesh..pple like to imagine a mate 4 me ah..

Do you hear the people sing
Lost in the valley of the night
It is the music of a people
Who are climbing to the light
For the wretched of the earth
There is a flame that never dies
Even the darkest night will end
And the sun will rise.
They will live again in freedom
In the garden of the Lord
They will walk behind the plough-share
They will put away the sword
The chain will be broken
And all men will have their reward!
Will you join in our crusade?
Who will be strong and stand with me?
Somewhere beyond the barricade
Is there a world you long to see?
Do you hear the people sing
Say, do you hear the distant drums?
It is the future that they bring
When tomorrow comes!
Will you join in our crusade?
Who will be strong and stand with me?
Somewhere beyond the barricade
Is there a world you long to see?
Do you hear the people sing
Say, do you hear the distant drums?
It is the future that they bring
When tomorrow comes!
Tomorrow comes!
Tomorrow comes!

On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone
I walk with him till morning
Without him
I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me

In the rain the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me forever and forever

And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say, there's a way for us

I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone
The river's just a river
Without him
The world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere
The streets are full of strangers

I love him
But every day I'm learning
All my life
I've only been pretending
Without me
His world would go on turning
A world that's full of happiness
That I have never known

I love him
I love him
I love him
But only on my own

ni hao!had a nice feast at crystal jade's on new year's eve..yummy..went to liting's house after that..played majong..bess was running on bad luck and lost all the way..lost 1buck i think..i not so bad..total loss only 10cents..adrea and liting won..don't care..must play again..hahhaa..must earn back my losses..no new year for me but i went visiting at my aunts..since they also no new year..reached home at 2am yesterday..today at 12..jamie was all 'where did u go?how come so late not home yet??'..haha..talk about nagging..oh i want to get new boots..mine's getting a little tight..can't walk long in it..time for show..nite!

a lovely idiot
or a charming dame

forgot to tell you about the article on the art of flirting yesterday..did you know it was an accepted term of socialising since the victorian times..and it was pretty much widely used..now it has earned stares and bitching from onlookers..amazing..

did you see the smallest dog on earth?its so darn cute!gosh i so want to have it..

an alarming news of a 10 year old girl being gang-raped and murdered stirred up lots of feelings..damn those bastards..may they be stoned to death..

why not neither
and freedom to claim

my entry is rather weird today..don't ask me why..read about the icecream and the bus incident?refer to jamie's blog..its all there..

finally going to liting's tomorrow..wanted to go for a year and finally..want to see her incredible barbie collection..and those chickens she tamed..and the new swings outside..and of course..waiting for tomorrow's lunch..

no new year for me..i don't mind actually..new year's pretty tiring..now i have 3days break..can catch up with the sleep and work...read some stuff too...my english suxs..

no. the idiot shall stay
for there's no return
the heart's astray

i totally do not have a shirt again..the rest of them saw me try the shirt today and its pretty negative feedback..ok to buy but not ok if i'm short on cash..lucky i did not buy anyway..if not i'll owe another 30bucks..couldn't resist and bought elle today..then till now haven't done my ss..i'm so dead..would somebody just scream at me to get off the computer...

jamie bess and mayleng all bought like the same skirt in all its different colours..amazing..ahhaa..and i saw a nice top today..jamie bought it the day before..and i'm going to get it!!hahaa..tt's the prob..so little clothes we look good in..so many of us..only lucky laureen and adrea..not much problems buying clothes there..finally gave bess her very belated birthday present..she laughed her head off..it comes in very handy know..i think she so needs it..hahaa..but i shan't say what it is.. :)

haha for people like dani..or those who love stick man..take a look at this..

yay..bought my jeans..sis's pretty sad she can't fit into it..but she got a top herself..a top which costs more than my jeans(and i can't wear it)..sheesh..tried to do some work since i'm shopping again tomorrow..i could hold on till my sis came back..then she got me all into the mood of parading around..haha..she tried to get my dad to pay for us too..i think he's going to go broke..i think i shan't be so mean..pay half for me??hahaa..i shall go hunting for more pics for templates now..did you look at the stars??

oo..i have finished my new template!!but its still not for me..bout ballet..totally not me..haaha..juz had the idea mah..and look at the time now!??!?i am so going to suffer from loss of sleep..soon depression..soon go crazy!!!!anyway..the template will be up soon on my sis's blog..yes she decided to take it again..

oh ya i need to change my skin soon..do for people than theirs nicer than mine liao..

lessons seemed so very long today..i guess we were really looking forward to shopping..liting got a lot today..2 tops..so easy for her to shop..bess and i will take forever..especially bess..oh i finally found my ultimate jeans..this is it..i'm sure..it fits me perfectly..not too long..but today i only saw 1pair left on the shelf..must hurry get it liao..have you seen the sky tonight?its so clear and you can see so many stars..usually singapore's so cloudy..didn't see the moon though..ok i'm going to sleep early tonight..aim at 10pm..must!!

would you say hello
when it will scar
to say goodbye?

isn't that line just so nice??got it from band of brothers..keep missing that show..now episode 6 liao i rather not watch 1st..so sian nowadays..ahhah was talking to jamie..like you don't know that..anyway she's pretty freaked out that i may become crook..aahhaah..so siao..my hand muscles aching..do the chinese homework till it aches..i'm so proud i did it myself..and i didn't cheat like jamie did!!hehe..dear adrea's in a dilema..oo..i miss that song..have been trying hard to complete all my work..its pretty good so far..just that i seriously lack sleep..SERIOUSLY!!yay tomorrow finally going shopping..seems like i haven't done that in ages..or just walk around town..i got to stop my chocolate diet..thanks to bess we've been eating chocolate everyday..and now so many zits pop out!!luckily its not on my face..on my back..so i'll just wear everything that covers.. :) the wonder clothes do..

A Chance With You (something i think i'll never get)

Just can't wait forever
I knew that you were mine, when I saw you
Though there's no way of me knowing you deeper
You don't even know I exist

I never want to make things harder
No, I never wanted anything more
But what does it take to get you just to love me
You don't even know me at all

(Chorus)

But it's true
Whatever I do, I mustn’t give myself away
Even though, I know I could lose a chance with you

All I know
That you understand the things that, I couldn't say
And forever now, I feel you know me too

Been wanting to know you better
But, my words don't even come out right
Now my head, just keeps on spinning around me
Can you fill the void inside

hahaa 1st time i didn't feel like going home early after tuition..we just had so much to talk about today..jamie and me..i even willingly went to watch her eat dinner then requested to walk around clementi just to talk..hahhaa..i don't think i should put our content here..but stupid jamie set me thinking so much..did i tell you she never stops thinking??its like she can think and think and link and link her thoughts so very far..we always say she think too much..maybe that's why so little hair..me?i seem to not think..what comes to my mind i just do or say..its like she think for me..ahhahah..perfect pair..do pds also..look at each other and we know when to start..anyway i lost my point..i thought of 'ifs' today..something i don't do maybe because i don't like regrets..don't know..i just don't..and i also thought of jamie..sheesh i feel weird typing this..ya la this girl is a good friend la..lets you have your way most of the time..maybe because she doesn't like making people angry(besides her parents)..but still its nice..like how i always cheat her into waiting for my bus with me by continue conversing with her..and how i'll ask her to do things for me..or how i always forget to return her calls and she just sit there waiting..or how i always tease her and kick her ***..hahaa can't help it..its damn tempting..oh plus she takes critisism very well..and this girl damn easy to bluff one lor..anyway don't read this and decide to cheat her ok..and don't after reading this decide that i'm crook...really happy with my life now..though those 'ifs' may have made them better..but this is good enough for me..and i realise i know so many nice people!!they are so nice!!even my new friend in malaysia..

quotes that totally rules!!

"So what if you are a leader? You are nothing without your followers."

"If your attire is bad, doesn't mean people will pin-point you. If your attire is wonderfully perfect, doesn't mean people won't pin-point you."

"Work for no one but yourself."

"Just bitch about them and you'll be all right"

back at 4am today..then went to school somemore..i feel so hardworking..haah..my dad gave me an option not to go..but i'll miss so much..yesterday already got so much homework..today pds practice was so fun..plus we were so bloody lame..ahhaa..can't wait for tomorrow..it will look sooooo good!!then everyone will go 'waaa!'haha..today got so much to do..got to prepare uniform too..have no time to even go out..but i guess it's all worth it..last year mah..must do all i can..even all i can't..ahhaa..hopefully join crez awards?sheesh i have just been reminded of cheerleading..

wadever..if its all going to be like that why even bother asking me?if u are not going to listen to me then why keep questioning me?if u are going to do things your way then dun even ask me!bloody hell..its like i dun have a life of my own plans of my own..wadever i say u juz pretend to listen and then juz shock me 3hrs b4..wad's it any difference from forcing me to go..wad's the point of going when i dun even wan to go..some things dun come twice u know..bull shit..bloody jerk..screw the day

ok that was totally lame..and of course it wasn't me..laureen's back..and she's sick..poor thing

helllooo..fdskgjagjj jus felt like makin some noise...

hello ahaha people having lessons now i'm here blogging..slept so late yesterday..like 1.30am!then this morning i was all sleepy..yesterday did java thingy for the whole day..luckily we had tuition in between..and now we still have not finished it..well its not because i'm blogging..its because we haven got the prototype..anyways i'm starting to like gunbound more..met some malaysian friends there..of course there are some crap singaporean people who talk a hell lot of rubbish..but oh well the main thing is the game..don't know how the java jam will turn out to be like..hope that we can at least pass..i'm shit hungry now..

haha i am so enjoying my new pencilcase..it's so nice!going to look out for something to sew or pin on the area i unpicked the ugly numbers..been drinking so much carrot juice mix with other different stuff..feel so healthy..haha..amazed at my dad..anyhow mix also nice..haha..he should go set up a fruit juice stall when he retires..went 4 java jam today..got the shock of our lives..have to do this java thing by mon and they tell us today!!gosh..so must like 'chiong' tomorrow..morning till tuition..after tuition till night..if i need to i'll have to stay over at laureen's..then i can't do my holiday hw!!must squeeze out time to do composition..MUST!!if not i'll get killed!feel so weird spelling out all the words in full..i just realised something..why is the short form for tomorrow 'tml'?like ther isn't even a 'l' inside..

1st day of sch again..wasn't so bad..but some bloody dickhead pervert had to spoil it..was going home in a bus..then he boarded..when he sat down he already took up more than his space but i decided to b nice n not blame him 4 being fat..then slowly i realise there was sth wrong with him..at the corner of my eye i cld c his hand sliding down real slow..then he was lookin around..his bag was covering his hand too..n obviously it was the hand closer to me..then his elbow started to take up more n more space..its like pressing against the side of my body..to shifted more to the window..no use..he juz took up even more space..then he stopped..but his hand moved down to the seat!so i squeeze myself to the window..practically kissing it..luckily my bag is always on my lap..n luckily his actions were so slow he din have any time to do anything till i got down..if not he'll find his balls gone..asshole..y r pple like him so despo huh??like they r so sexually deprived or sth..like hello??geylang is not there 4 nth!!juz my luck..

k away with assholes now..saw the new sec 1s..haha..so funny..remainds me of when i 1st came too..though i carn remember much..anyway guess wad we had 4 lunch n recess??CHOCOLATES!!haha white dark milk..u name it we ate it..talk bout growing fat..plus we got a real BORING math d teacher n u can juz sit there munching m&ms till u finish the whole pack..oh well..sec 4..stressful year..thanks 4 the facts the teachers gave us today..scared us real badly..hahaa..ok i have decided tt if i wanna improve my god damn eng i have to read n write more..n blog is gd!!haha..but i have to type out the full words..sheesh..then i will type like how long..but nvm..juz 1 year..i start tml la huh?dun wanna retype this..

HAPPY NEW YEAR PPLE!!welcome 2004 n bye bye 2003..i'll miss u u know..haiz..dunno how my 2004 will b like..anyway as long as the bottom wishes come true it'll b gd..haha like duh..juz came back from boon lay countdown..was so much better than i expected..its like decorated so nicely n there's hell lot of pple..luckily the place is big..but the pple not so enthu la..no i mean they r but not enough..yup..wanted to go in the foam party..its like the pple there r having the most fun..but later my mom make noise so better not..missed the cheerleading competition..rjc won..but least i saw magnum perform..they jump till so pro..then got r u hot contest too..they shd totally hire me to b the judge..its like the scores they give r so wrong..jamie n i were over there complaining..ahha..but the guys show off tt time so funny..n got one 13 year old kid so cute..the gals juz plain sux la..din c the holland v crew at all..so many pple n i so short..bleah..the organisers did a really great job..they cater to all age groups cos its in the neighbourhood..got old pple singing..night market..children's play area..n party zone!!oh ya the cute bartender gave me a free drink!hahaa..so nice..it really helps bring my sprits up since i keep thinkin my hair has prob..n jamie thanks 4 saying i look gd tonight..ahha..the pple living nearby damn poor thing..have to put up with the noise till 1am..haha..can imagine those old ah mas cursing at home..ahhaha..too bad..