ok i slapped myself..so u know wad happened
i will turn this into the best season yet..for me la
sorry i daoed u kenk..was pmsing :)
damn 15 push ups a day really makes a difference to ur arms

i sux so bad i wanna cry..but i din think i was tt bad today..i ran the whole damn field n still it wasn't enough..
i tht i was in gd position..but they refuse to switch sides
more than 2/3 of the field was praised for sth..the whole top 2/3 except me
score was 0-0..can i cry plz
we carn afford any more mistakes..sup saved our asses..I carn afford any mistakes
y izzt always the midfield...i suddenly feel like taking centre again..
i miss my tackles..miss my jink..plz come back
its time..if i dun prove myself tml i'll slap myself
COME ON!!RAHRAHRAHRAHRAH


i had to drown all this..carn drag every1's mood down..so i suggested the movies..juz wad i needed..daisy was nice..the guy was how suave n how sweet n the girl how chio..but its a sad show..i think the guy has taken over won bin
k now i'm heavily in debt again

i am so burnt
carn believe i took 2hrs to get home..i know 166 goes clementi..so i took it from thomson..but i din know it goes to novena then harbourfront b4 clementi..kao
yay broke my 2.4 record..since it my last napfa i will try n break records..but i cannot jump :(
jess ran superbly too..i scream at her n she went under her timing by a min..haha
watched so many matches yesterday..vball(u guys fought hard!!it was close..u all lost only in skills..go underdogs!!)..rugby(john rocks..a lot of girls will now flock to him)..and ij vs mi guys match
soccer boys doing well too..undefeated so far..big match coming up on mon..support them!!
our bigger match on wed..hhee if only training becomes the game..come on!!


y do all(...ok mostly) the chio girls have gfs?y r gfs so common now?
1)only girls know how to treat girls right ie guys sux
2)guys r not making any moves..
cmi ah guys


yesterday guess guess guess show the pro vballer damn yan dao la

i veh sad..even the j1s score n i din..n i'm not even a defender
missed my shot on goal today..got tricked by the goalie..i think she dun mean to trick me la..she juz missed the ball
ref was like world-class la..they kick the ball away ref foul us..zai rite..the coach muz have bribed him..the other ref also like non-exsistant one
we started off super sucky..sir said we tht too lowly of them..i certainly did not..cos i know i'm not any better and anything can happen..i hope we won't think too highly of other teams..it'll b disasterous..
i veh scared for myself..yeah veh is the new slang..anyways i wanna play on the left la..cos i keep poking the ball n i'm on the wrong side..one day my face will fly off sb's stick la..
skipping lessons like crazy..my work also gone already plz..trying to follow on tutorials...not even lectures la..but i like it now :D
hope i'll reach my peak soon..
ace got out..so sad..nvm..still got chris
DEFENSE!!!!

if u're wondering how i got my size..i'm having fish mcdippers at 12.02am..
aj coach said our midfield is weak after the friendly..to sum it all..i sux!!
yeah since i'm the most permenent midfielder around..i need to calm down..breathe man..
y r my tackles so damn gd off pitch n not on..
i'll prove u wrong damn coach..we have a powerful midfield..rahhhhh!!!


after the friendly went joan's..yeah it nvr fails to bring u to dream land..nutz also dun wanna leave her hs..watched in her shoes..nice show..i feel like buying lots of shoes now..yep i share a thing for pretty shoes..except i can only admire cos no $
fri had lunch with liting n adrea then went sup's..watched porn..this hockey batch 06 is juz way horny
then i realise i've been going out practically everyday n other r mugging at home..
i shd worry but i'm not..
tried to do work today i spent quarter the time reading magz n news n half the time day dreaming bout hockey..if i ain't gd least i can dream bout being gd :P


dun bore u with my day..news flash:
some guy in some country got into deep shit for converting from islam to christianity..even if the law let him off the pple won't..they'll tear him into pieces n cut off his head..sat's papers for details
so much for a free world..u ain't even allowed to believe wad u choose to..poor guy


my philosophical tht:
if my senses ain't accurate cos a stick in water appears bent n if books carn b trusted..
then a combinated of all senses n theories can't b wrong rite
damn this topic juz messes u up


kk this mayb easier to figure out..
y dun i look gep?y dun i look attached?


yay NOW its too late to do any work..time to sleep!!

its juz shiokness coming home at this time on a sunday nite..ahaahaha cos we get a day off tml!!finally my gosh..
rugby sevens was exciting..haha some learning journey huh..i like japan though they lost to kenya which earned me 2 teh pings..hahaha..for an asian country to have beaten so many angmohs they're damn gd..n fiji is juz shen..its like they beat s'pore 61-0 n even finals also quite a big win over england..
nat adeline n christine were there..alf too
my throat is sore from shouting..
they din give free shirt...i wan the seven's shirt..its so ex


rproject was juz wonderful..i'm so happy after the whole thing..its like watching ur kid grow up..k wad crap but its nice..n damn i muz have a pic to remember it..i'll probably nvr get a chance to do anything like tt ever again..it really felt a bit like a real runway with all the pre-show rush over hair n makeup..thks lulu!


chiong math chem n econs tml..omg how to with sleeping n lecture n training..heheehe
k i will try not to fall asleep on fri lectures..i'm getting teased for it
we're having ramen tml..gosh i can drool....
sleep now!!
dear lord..hear our prayers

still super busy..hardly did any work at all so means after this weekend i gotta chiong like mad omg no time to rest
last sun went for make up so it was like 4 hrs of phy at a go..haha saw tubby peepee n boon all inside..but the teacher super boring plz..then went shopping with adrea..no fair her mom gives her so much to shop..i'm way beyond broke like forever..the debts r nvr cleared
mon had a superb friendly against the seniors..if we can keep this kinda performance consistent we'll win..if..
anyways i scored!!weee like the 1st goal against another team..n its my dream squeeze shot..hehe but i got nagged at rite afterwards cos i did the squeeze..lol
now its time to get the famous jink back..umun asked me wad happen to it..sadness
oh my push ups din work for i pull n i know y..my ass is now so heavy all the push ups cancels off cos i carn lift my ass..argh
so sleepy..
haha today we had a substitute phy tutor n she super cmi la..i think she juz grad for sth super young kind..her voice so sleepy..n well u know our class..imagine her horror when she found out none of us did tutorial..she really got the 'omg this is hell' expression..she's the one who cldn't wait for lesson to end plz..damn hilarious
went with jess to walk walk..so tiring..buying prez can b such a chore..we end up buying more food for ourselves la..she wanted to eat ramen somemore..did u not know i'm broke
got in for econs trip!!yay i'm finally going out of s'pore n malaysia!!how exciting...me jess n siew in the same room..omg 3 les la its gonna b hell of a room
k this sat the big day..our sch is a bloody waste of $..headache!!makeup?hair?walk?i dunno!!yellow socks or orange socks??aaaaaahhhhhhhhhh
sun class outing..gonna watch rugby sevens..
boyboy lives in bishan :)

sing with me.

this is the last time

that I'm ever gonna come here tonight

this is the last time - I will fall into a place that fails us all - inside

I can see the pain in you

I can see the love in you

but fighting all the demons will take time

it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us are we ever are we ever gonna learn to fly

the devils they burn inside of us

are we ever gonna come back down come around

I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

this is the last time that I'm ever gonna give in tonight

are there angels or devils crawling here?

I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see

still I can see the pain in you

and I can see the love in you

and fighting all the demons will take time

it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us are we ever are we ever gonna learn to fly

the devils they burn inside of us

are we ever gonna come back down - come around

I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

if I was to give in - give it up- and then

take a breath - make it deep

cause it might be the last one you get

be the last one that could make us cold

you know that they could make us cold

I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

my leg's swollen now..got wacked by joan's super hard ball..it hurts even when i walk..
our team has bad luck..seriously..
first aisyah's ankle..then my hamstring..then jenna's hospital trip..then joan's ankle..then laila's knee..then poor sharon's fractured thumb..then today geri's dislocated shoulder..omg all within 2 mths to season..
i'm so sad for sharon..if i were her i'll bang my head against the wall n scream to play..she hardly played last yr n now she carn play for season..god bless her speedy recovery
but then again..after so many bad lucks the gd luck is coming rite..n the gd will b super gd!!hahha we'll c we'll c..


got lulu to b my model..but i v sad my design is not vavavoom..love the ribbion though..gonna try n save it..omg more late nites..i look like zombie now
dunno if i can go back crez..sadness..we wanted to play water bombs somemore..
oh they got big tents up n its super pretty...i din know this opening ceromony will b so big scale
i wanna cut my sis's hair now