*hello hello. back frm disapeearing. thought i ought to blog before the turn of a new year..
Right now u guys are prob almost done with the preparation for the bbq..

I'm here waiting for dinner with my family...

*today i woke up at eleven so tt xiaoyuan could come over n take the food stuff to the red cross. n she brought along two other visitors, one hidden which was darren. then went to play badminton. oo. cin looks v cute. like those err half jap kinda boy boy. wit the new haircut plus those black ear studs.. nice :) haha n bess looks like dr genius in the nerd glasses.

*ive been goin to town every single day with the exception of today. my mum got 2 nite stay at tangs marriot so it was crazy shopping..i got my mum to get me denim 3 quarts. it was 89 bucks n then the v next day it dropped to 69 thanks to the zara sale.. n the light pink caulderoys dropped ten bucks too...eee.... then i was also hunting for a reasonably priced cigar box.. the one at cp is pretty got tis butteefly in frnt. but it's 57 crazy.

* i've been takin care of cow n chicken. woah they r terrapins which think tt they are dogs. they climb out of their bowl everyd witout fail. one of them even tore up the envelope frm liting's christmas card into pieces.. n it's not easy to haunt for them every mrng. they hide other the plastic bags.. my boxes.. ahhh. n they hav to be fed. the lighter shelled one has bad aiming. it bites me too. anyway they're going back home tmr :) yay. how he takes care of them, i wonder..

*'' the day after tmr tmr school starts. which is the nxt wk. the next mth n the nxt yr" jamie. don't get why so many people are excited about school starting. it's a whole new environment. unfamiliar faces. well i gonna have to meet bess at 715 on mon outside sch when most ppl are reaching like 740. smart man. thinkin bout the yr ahead kinda scares me..

2004
pretty interesting yr ;)

piong piong jamie: lol u funnny ass..grown so much ah..c ur face rounder n rounder...haahhahaa..no la..eat more la u.so skinney..nice sneaky moments this yr..improved on trying not to cry...muz start learning the art of shopping alone..basically being alone la..cannot always be with u know..wa sound like i dying..choy!ok u now got contacts n money so gonna be meimei liao ah..even more i mean..hope in the new yr u will finally find ur everything.n get more sleep...hopefully sb influences u to eat veggies..oh n ur temper not very gd liao ah....

lover bess: watch wad u buy ah..avoid going shopping with pple like liting n laureen if not bring pple like us along!hahhahahaaa..from boardshorts n big tees suddenly jump to skirts..n start eating rice again la...dun be so lazy go exercise..n sleep less!!u next yr sure die..ahaha..maintain ur lovely skin k..love holding ur hands..keep smiling n try n be less blunt?dun lose touch k..n dun become bimbo next yr!

blur adrea: going out partner...always late..worse than me..hahaaha work on tt ya n we c who improve more!dun have doubts on the coming yr cos its wad u make out of it..remember to always charge ur phone n dun keep dropping it..work on putting on contacts cos the whole box damn wasted..hahhaa...indulge less on fine dining then mayb u have more $$.dunno y u so gloomy sometimes but talking bout it works..looking forward to seeing ur hair short one day!

dressy laureen: hoho dunno where u always disappear to but it wld be nice if u cld join us more often..mayb talk more bout ur stuff..anyways nice sitting beside u n do rubbish..dunno y u always kana called by teacher..ahaha..cut down on those chocolates ya!n buy less clothes n bag la..ur wardrobe so small i dunno how come can all fit in...n try to keep ur relationships simple..so messy i carn keep up!hahahaa..rmb to blog!!

auntie liting: walk nicer a bit la u...n u gotta eat more!!at the most exercise more la..u also muz learn to control ur shopping craze..n hk serials!!haiz i think u next time go hk the best..though ur sch so far but nvm ur hs near our sch!mayb sometimes we can drop by huh..play dai di n all...n eat junk..got puzzles muz call me hor!take care!

to u: sec4 life wld be pretty dull without u..will forever rmb the times...this will probably be those once in a lifetime

to u: ok i sometimes wanna squash ur head but sometimes u make me carn put down my hp..wadever u mean...thks

to all of u: thks n hope to hear from u again..

went to buy new hair n glasses for my gb girl..now so chio la...hahhahaa..got money i wanna get nice clothes.

suppose to bowl today..to persuade dear bess i had to treat her in the end bowling alley closed..n she refused to come out only cos her mom crazily went to bring her remove her mole n got dried blood there she think so ugly...i nvr even notice plz!!so we went acarde played air hockey n datona..lost to bess...nvm next time will win.then walk round cine n left to buy bbq stuff..in the end bess parents buy...so i pei jamie shop a while lor..saw mng jeans 16bucks...omg cheap la..purple somemore..of cos no size left..size40..no need unzip also can pull up la!

tml bbq so exciting...too bad no countdown on tv..dun c how they muz mourn till like tt..if they wannna mourn no countdown la..i wanna watch k..nvm..we'll have fun..got champange somemore..

ok plz do an early clearance of ur wardrobe n donate ur old clothes to the tsunami victims..we r shit lucky tt we r not hit if not we will be underwater by now...so plz help k..pass it to red cross or sth..or to lois if u know her...if u like all ur clothes money will do..if not juz pray for the victims.

went queens to get shoes today..hahaa 2consecutive days go buy shoes..my mom wanted to faint..ok no la...anyway bess so fussy her taste got prob n we walk so long juz to find her shoe..finally got 1 thank god..mine leh??sold out!!so we went town hoping have..we wear till so ugly somemore go town..tht go queens only can anyhow wear..anyway sports shop all no more!!c la my shoe so nice every1 buy liao...so i went novo..this kinda shop no1 will think they sell puma sneakers..i also dunno y they sell..weird..but nvm thanks to them i got my shoes!!then c jamie again.4ever seeing her which means we 4ever going town...sian..oh help my sis buy 5 10bucks stamp...waaaa most expensive stamp i ever held...muz extra careful.ok i wannna game liao..
ohoh n the johor trip go there feed mosquitoes only..ahaa got play with the kids la..the little girl so so chio k..

c la..my very gd mood got spoilt by shitty ass jamie..its ok...later sb say i petty ah...
morning wake up late again..so by the time we reach mango the que so long la..sis left for suntec one bess n i stay at raffles...the long ques r the paying que..hahaa dressing room hardly que la..bess got jeans..went over join my sis..found the 3quats tt i like but my sis refuse to let me buy it..say wad i wear liao will look short..my fault i no long legs meh...all got 1 shirt each..then walk everywhere c pple carrying huge mng bags hahhaa..went looking for bess's tube..walk so far la..but we found 2real cute shoes...our feet so big so din look nice in one so think jamie can buy tt..real cute k like barbie shoes..n i realise all my shoes other than sports shoes r red n white..ahhaa...even my puma

went bess's to swim..got nice sun..but strong wind..later laze at her hs looking at pics..her album is PATHETIC!hahaa dunno y she din get all the pics..n still waiting for lots more from laureen n adrea!!then look at 4yrs of class pic..damn funny...then old letters...even funnier.my handwritting was damn shitty..then talk a lot...hhehe so relaxing n fun.love bess!

plan to do lots of stuff..bess n i.we only have each other now...ahhahahaha...going sengkang find bess shoe cos only there got her size...then thinking of dropping by punggol if dani's in..miss tt girl..then i dunno..laze around again!

super tired!last nite really carn sleep la..think so long..this morning still spin the bottle one last time..so rj la...scared dist so far i'll be so tired of travelling...din bring my phone so din know hc looking for me since i disappeared..the lady sounded so pissed tt i din call to say i going another sch liao..uh oh...wad happen if they remember my name then next time if i need to appeal they purposely dun accept??shit me la..went home to fetch my phone then to town to meet bess..so sick of town..walk here walk there all the same..s'pore too small..but tml mng sale so sis me n bess going shopping again...no money how to shop?!?!?!wanted the christmas job in ads today..phone always carn get through..darn!have like negative 100bucks..
hhehehe u make me smile like a crazy ass....

lol stupid lagging gunbound guy refuse to leave..so jian..i wun let him win...ahaha c who wait longer..anyway today's crazy..went shopping with bess n i'm early again!then shop till leg tired n hungry still at wisma only..dunno y we shop 4ever so slow...2 days still haven finish orchard.ate yoshi which cost me a bomb..bought a funny looking top.we got the same one so i decided y not 1of us get diff colour?end up toss coin i kana..nvm still nice.then lilsis called tell me rj called then so excited but they make me abandon shopping rush down bishan then to nj to sign form..nj is so shitty la..glad i'm out..the stupid security guard make me walk back n forth n round about till i swetty n pissed..so i stomped all the way to the back gate n now i think back so funny..anyway later my lilsis called again say hc called so i became 'fan'..till now dunno wanna go which sch la..i was juz joking the other day tt both accept..then poor bess..still stuck in ac cos she tht appeal no hope..i wanna give one to her!!!my elder sis not helping..i tht she wld encourage rj but now she saying dist is killer..n pian pian now i muz like rj..wad shit..dunno dunnno dunno!!!the idiot still holding on at gunbound..bleah...


oo my bro so cute..he tht the soccer wraper chocolates r balls n 1flatten so he say no air liao...shd i toss coin to choose??scary...my bigsis asking 1or2 to determine my fate...oh my..i am a shitty ass...oh shit shit shit...i dunno dunno dunno..how!!!plz say my combi not offered to me in hc....

omg my sis got full marks for her sat math..but her eng deprove so she still not happy cos not 1400+..oh well better than me rite..the next time i take have to write essay la..kill me man

i am disgusted my by SAT score..juz proves how lousy my eng is..i have nth to say to bess...i bet her eng is tyco...my silly sis ask me to help her check n din gimme username..went round s'pore today..tiring..went bishan hand up appeal..got lost along the way..sweating all over..then the sch mother big..but i like..so much space n sunlight..then i got so thirsty i had to get icecream..took bus to hc n realise i have to photocopy results..so gotta make another trip down.oh hc campus is like cramp n dull..went town to cut hair..look like katie now..when searching for jamie's work place so can surprise her..did tt quite well cos i think she got prob recognising me..hahaa..but walk so much again..ok i conclude the only nice thing today is my hair n food..yes..its all shitty..kana somemore..

life is this shity..guess where i'm going?argh..i carn complain to bess cos she end up in ac which is worse..so i complain to u..I DUN WANA GO THERE!!!!idiot..gonna ask my sis how to appeal..i believe ur sec sch also makes a whole lot diff...hai..irritating!

back!wasn't as bad as i tht it wld be..got some youngsters on the trip too but not like it helps cos i dun open my mouth..took bus in to jb early morn n jam like crazy so we did morn exercise..walk into the custom cos we're late..then dad hop on some unknown bus cos the 170 will take 4ever to come n we r v late..then join dad's frens car n drove to some condo where they park the car n board the coach..the seat how narrow la..no head rest somemore so my neck aches after sleeping..then along the way more board the bus n they so noisy..all the aunties were like 'eh ni hao!' then 'HAHHAHAHAHHAAA'..high pitch auntie laughters..got tired of sleepin so they decided to give riddles..quite funny la..they even wanted to buy pirated vcd to sing karaoke in the bus...


1st stop times square..wld have more time to shop n play if it weren't for the jam...kl is like jam everywhere...spent quite some time lookin for the food court cos the place is so damn big..then dad let me go shoppin while he juz follows..rather go myself cos he look so damn bored walkin with me..but he has the $$.wanted to go for the largest indoor roller coster but my dad say he dun wan sit so ok la..later he heart attack.bought quite a few stuff..only 1 for myself how sad..like this shirt so very much but its like 160+RM after discount..80bucks shirt!gosh...left for twin towers but we din know it closes at 5 so cldn't go up..walk round klcc...tried the famous rotiboy..its nice but real oily cos the the butter..adrea will love it i think...


the event was nice..so many were there from all over the world...pple all so friendly n like they all know each other..the millionaire club they call it.the speeches were funny..one by the old woman touching...dad hopes i'll join soon..its like a spare tyre for ur car...quite gd i think..but it'll be hard for me..esp when it requires a great deal of communication n social skills..wait till i'm 18 then talk la..


now even more bored than ever..wanted to go swimmin today..got goggles so bess can swim..but she kana her thing n jamie found job..sis leaving for kl today..great!i'm stuck here eatin chocolate n drinkin milk..sooner or later i think i'll go n read jc books liao..tt's how bored i am.


sat n postin out tml..wish me luck

last min notice from dad n i'm going kl tml..not exactly lookin forward to it.one day only..half the day spent travelling..then visit twin towers..then go for some seminar or sth...travelling by bus again..tt's the worse...nvm la..pei him once.
suppose to swim..jamie wanted to visit spotlight..oh well all events on one day n none on others..


almost 4got.
ANYONE LOOKIN FOR TUTORS???I KNOW 2 GOOD ONES OPEN TO JOBS.CAN DO BOTH MATH N SCIENCES!10 BUCKS PER 1NHALF HOUR!JAMIE OR MYSELF WILL GO OVER TO UR HS!PLZ HIRE US!!
all the other jobs either filled up or not qualified..i'm so broke

shopping today..i was early!!yes..started from john little..wanted to buy my bro clothes but a bit ex ah n the big too big the small too small..then come back nth 4him he was so sad...anyway got my undies then went heeren shopped for few hrs.finally got bess her bday prez..wanna get my sis her prez too but actually is i like one..juz finding an excuse to buy it..haaha..got socks to replace my holey ones..bess got ANOTHER skirt and MORE earings..jamie n I too poor to get more things..eyeing on 2 forever21 tops n green heeren top..total up to $100 la...jamie got her jeans n earings..hopefully her dad pays if not she muz declare bankrupt..had to leave to run errands for dad so cldn't see the guess sale..anyway c also carn buy...so sad'


been having nice dreams lately..if only they come true.

taking a break from hours of suspense n trill...eyes r so tired yet johansen's books nvr let me take a break..this one is so think i carn go on n on liao....


tues went to adrea's to get the room painted..looked a bit funny half painted n we ran out of purple paint..got my body all colourful n my nails all ugly..spent half n hour with soap n turpentine washing up with bess..my had had this greyish tint to it so it looked like tt of a decessed....end up late for buffet n liting was shit angry..scary...but after tt she made she qi xiao n we ate like crazy..so full i carn stand straight...toook a few pics with my new cam n tt's it for the day...missed the 9pm show though.the nicest part..hai


next day down to work again..got more purple but they seem to be of diff shade..nvm la treat it as art hahhaa..then finished up n properly but wait!things cannot be tt smooth so adrea made the bucket of black paint topple over...then every1 was in a frenzy trying to stop more paint from spilling n then adrea's mom pop by n commented on the wall n we all had guilty faces but she left without realising we made a mess on the floor...finally finished it with noelle's touch n left hand prints there..4got to take a pic of it but i will when we go over again end of the mth..possibly for our own countdown..


ok now left bess jamie n myself..so we gonna excercise a little..shed off wad we put on from horrendous eating...hadly exercised on tues..2games of badminton then rest n we rested forever....i'm lazy to go down to changi for registration..how?

oh i 4got to tell u how hot n sexy daniel wu is..watched love undercover again n he is like wwwaaaaaaaaaaaaa.........make me feel like taking him home la..hahahaa..*dreaming*


u have no idea wad u did to me.nor do i have any idea wad the hell is going on in ur mind.but i know u make me all funny.even think about the craziest things inside.wanted to do it so much.but i obviously still can't.the day when i finally do it.i'll be so damn proud of myself baby.mayb i won't even care bout us.but rite now i'm still me.yes shy shy me.wondering when it'll be.

well a surprising birthday indeed...they totally threw away my plans la.but its ok..still love them..c wad they did :)


1st i have like 9 msg n 1 msn greeting including 1 from mac's..ahhaaa...oh n 1 from myself...then i had a lovely dream from craziness on the phone with jamie the nite before..it was like sweet n hot..ahahhaaa..then 3crazy pple juz bardge into my room while i'm sleeping making a whole lot of noise singing...gosh how easy to invade my hs..they presented me a la bi xiao xing mini cake n prez..liting got me a bag 4 'going out' wear..adrea a photo frame with ra pic of both of us..jamie a letter n a keychain..they eventually top their prez off with a belt i chose in town later...laze a while refusing to get up before i finally went to brush my teeth so can eat cake...then they play with my bro n wait 4 me to bathe...


juz b4 we left the hs jamie was telling us how little $ she has n her dad only gave her $2 for kbox.....opps!now i know we going kbox!!WAHAHAHAHHAHAA....blur jamie..ok so we went to pizza hut eat 1st then to kbox n sang for 2nhalf hrs till my voice was all high n funny n left 4 town..shop a bit while lookin for belt then tt's more or less it...i think we only got 1 pic but its ok..i hope my memory's gd..thanks guys..love u all like everything


then there's the home part..its same every year but still nice..take pic sing song make wish cut cake blow candles eat :D


hey bessie..dun be mad or sad or anything k...u shd have juz came.there's no main part or anything..juz ur presence wld have made a diff..but its ok...i know u wished me n wished u were there..muacks


ok so tt's my birthday...nth glamourous but yet very nice.

happy birthday to myself!!!
ok stupid jamie beat me...i juz refuse to tell her tt....cos she made me stay up till now n make me go deaf with her singing..stupid girl...like her birthday like tt lor..keep telling me to be excited n she so excited..haha

hoho still not asleep..sis's prom tml..demanding her made me help her wax pluck n paint nails..eventually she decided to paint herself..hehehee..sleeping!!

finally went to adrea's n get starting on her wall..well it isn't wad i imagined it to be but after lots of tht we came up with a pretty nice design..hohoo..i wld say liting look the best..adrea's mom thinks the sotong is ugly...its ok its adrea anyway..HAHHAHAAAA..hope we dun screw up painting..SAT over so now i am REALLY free..sat beside my sis n freakin boring...somemore cldn't sleep yesterday nite...started drawing again but i ruin the mango girl..pity her..think i shd draw pretty pple..n i carn sketch the lips for nuts..


hmmmm...is sth coming up??i think so..n u better remember!lallallalaaaaa

so taufik wins..but sly still won too..now i know y olinda was out..she's got nth really special..just sing real well..sly has the rock in his voice..taufik can go high so well i love it..tt's y olinda lost..love it when sly n taufik sing together..esp the i dream..they shd juz have 2idols la..sly is the 1 who captivates..taufik the 1 with the power voice..so sing together waaaaaaaa..ahahaa taufik shd sing r&b songs again la like september or the party dunno wad song which is stuck in my head..but i like it when he sing moment also..sly shd sing aerosmith or bon jovi n love songs...cos when he sings he's like singing to u..i seriously think sly chinese also got prob..he sang an jing not tt nice wad..i dream nicer..n he got the lyrics wrong..


oh ya my sis's fren saw jay chou in heeren then the next day jolin cai at far east..lucky

aiyee cleared some dead fishes today..totally yucks k..some have been in the tank too long their bodies r so soft..when i lifted one up with the net i think i accidentally squeezed it n meat came out!there was some green stuff too i assume moss or sth..


went shopping with liting n adrea..found a nice long sleeves so getting it mayb tml..i got like no $so cannot buy anything yet..all of us no $ la so carn buy much..tt's y its best to shop with bess cos she has atm :)...eyeing this top in zara..have yet to see my puma shoes at queens'...sis finally decided to wear my dress to prom..oh n prom pics in liting's cam is out..hahahaha jamie's sleeping pics r hilarious!!too bad i carn show u..she'll slaughter me.


yay liting has robbie's greatest hits so i no need buy liao..enjoying it now..
oh ya curse those mosquitos..bit me 8times n fly so fast..only killed 1 la..bit my bro even more..red everywhere on his smooth fair skin..

omg i gotta be the BLUREST person ever..talk to sb so long n yet found out wrong1!!somemore diff sex!no wonder the converstion a bit funny..jamie laughing like shit over the phone la..thinkin how can any1 be so goon..


even more fishes died..the tank is like a graveyard now..it suxs to clear the bodies..think bacteria or fungus attacked the fishes..dad must hurry come home!


went to liting's stayed over n had a movie marathon all through the day n night..bad boys1n2 is gd though *%(#^$@& all through..like the punisher too.did puzzle too..finished 1 n it killed liting n i..adrea gave up so soon..then lay on the couch like a fat ass..hahaaaa..mon morn went cycling with liting n jamie..jamie's a joker..so long never cycle liao she carn keep straight or cycle fast..got car 1st thing she does it turn then we at the side panic..she she join us more often.adrea came n we played cards n uno..liting n i bet 1on1 tai di...she had more $ when it ended but the 3pple one she went negative amt..hahaa bet on monopoly cash..then of cos lots of eating n stuff..slept at 4am so this morning carn wake up in time to cycle again..k my sis wanna sleep..shall nt disturb liao