i need to feel your gaze on me

ah!!i feel so much better..over with chinese..luckily i din manage to learn sec 1&2..if not waste my brain space..come out one all so funny..dun even have the zhao ju i learnt..n i think i screwed my compo..bleah..ss lecture after tt..y carn they juz mark our mock paper...write till so xing ku then they juz return like tt..adrea pon lit..made me go in the hall to help her get her bag..like the whole world staring at me?!?!

we played air-pong again..hahaa..new obsession..then we played spinning also..i hope it doesn't have any side effects know..like mix up all the info in ur brains or sth..but kana lots of cuts n bruises from it today..thanks to adrea n jamie..n i had to treat them lime juice cos i lost..we stoned 4 a while deciding wad to do..bess n laureen went town but they din reply me..so we juz took the bus down n decide where to alight..then jamie suggested botanic gardern..sounds pretty gd so we got off..but then we saw tanglin mall..haven been there in ages..so there we went..looked at stuff n ate the yummy chicken tigh..

i watch the channel u louis koo show like only from tues n realise its ending today..hai the show's so nice n farnie lor n i 4got to watch on weds!yay yesterday got oc..ryan's so cute gal's so so chio..n the chemistry bet them..damn intense..the loser guy got a nice gf!!he's quite cute too when he dunno wad to say to the gal..carn stand summer...serve her for ending up dateless..

hahaha jamie n liting ah..both of them keep ngiao-ing each other..today is the best lar..both appear at the same time same place..hahaah..nice show man..

oh after these few days of intensive chinese its gonna b all the other subjs..then its gonna b chinese again with like half a day of lessons..CRAZY!!then all the other subjs again...i dun like this..ms lee told us tt this year no fun fair no cresentian day no nth!!how boring is tt la..juz adds on to the suxy year..then next year these lucky pple get a huge fun fair cos our sch celebrating 50th anniversary..NOT FAIR!!they take away our fun fair cos they saving $for next year..n we r not here anymore..argh..watch it man..i'll b back..muahahahahahhaaaa

slept at 3am yesterday..stayed up doing the class page for year bk..not easy k..somemore my comp refuse to load my nice pics from the cam..so i got limited pics..hope the class likes it :x..

was thinkin bout brains today..is there like a brain transplant?if there is then will the person take the memory n thoughts of the brain donor?will the characteristics n all change also?will the person b like the decesed only in another body?like how cool is tt..then i tht mayb i'll want to b a neurosurgeon next time..but i'll have to deal with delicate work cos of the many blood vessels in the brain..then muz learn how to open up the skull also..then anything wrong i'll juz cause the peron to become a vege or worse die..i think i'll put tt tht aside...o's 1st..

my head's spinning..from after ss mock test..dunno wad shit i wrote..a math din finish the paper..physics tht i'll do well but already miss out so many stuff..chem..aiyo worse..but i still hope i do not bad..if not later demoralised again..with smart asses like jamie..stressing siah..i really hope i do well..i really really hope so..feel like dropping physics liao..tired of going every sun..but i wan other sch's papers..n least it makes sure i practice physics every week..so if i continue..i expect to score damn well..must..dun care..

missed half hour of OC yesterday..got the timming wrong..but saw the part with him in black blouse..damn he looked gd..carn wait for the next episode..the girl so chio..

wanna get this over n done with..dun like the feeling..c other playing n here we r having to mug..after their year end we STILL mugging..argh!

craving for latte..yet no craving for u..uh oh..

Xin fu shi hou
in times of happiness
Bie lai zhao wo
please don't come to me
Dai zhe ni de kuai le he ta ji xu wang qian zou
bring your happiness with her and continue moving on
Bu shu yu wo
not belonging to me
Wo bu hui nan guo
i won't feel sad
Wo zhi dao you yi yang de tian kong

Xing fu zou hou
when happiness is gone
Qing ji de wo
please remember me
Wo hui jin wo quan tou ba na shang xin dou gan zou
i'll use all my strength to chase all the sadness away
Ni yao ji de
you must remember
Zhi shao hai you wo
at least there's still me
Yi zhi zai wei ni mo mo shou hou
who's always there silently waiting for you

the translation's lousy i know..hahaha..addicted to this song n leng feng guo jing liao..bess is suffering hearing me sing..ahahaa..my next few days r crazy..tml chem test thurs a math test fri physics test n geog mock test..n today was ting xie for whole of 4A..gosh..dunno how many words wrong..i dun care i muz finish 4A by tml..wanted to finish it tonite..but who ask me sleep like a pig from 6.30 till 9pm!!n b4 i slept i ate the cupcake like thingy my mum made..i like the sweet plain taste..but its too hard..so only i eat..ate 2nd one only mouth tired from chewing liao..by the time i finished 3 i'm bloated n tired..cldn't finish the last one..wanted to eat when i wake up but dunno where it went..PFT today..was ok..2.4 tml..haiz..

I'm sorry for me wanting you
Sorry for not playing by the rules
But what would you do if you were in my shoes
Feeling lost and blue
I'm sorry for me lovin' you
sorry for being such a fool
God knows I've tried but I can't let go
I'm crazy 'bout you know who

my bro's so cute!!juz now he peed while asleep n got his pillow(he calles it pappy) wet..later he came into my room n lie down on my bed..then he say he wans his pappy..i told him his pappy's wet..then he said 'pappy wet..oh my goodness' ahhahahhaa..he's so cute!!

yep now my net's back..1stly..HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAI KEONG!!
my hair this morning is totally screwed la..then i make properly liao guess who i look like..liting!haahaha..i really think so..only she has so short fringe..its like one finger above my eyebrown..my daddy say very nice..like tt then can c..to me the only consolation is tt its very cooling..my sis whole day down there 'very hot very hot'..me leh? 'where got where got'..ahhaha..mayb cos i wearing sleeveless also..Jantzen sux!!big time i tell u..no matter which outlet..i went to 2 diff one both sux..so ex somemore..the guy took 1h 30 min to cut n wash my hair..then not straight somemore..come home ask my mummy to trim 4 me..2 bucks cheeper only shd have stuck to the scene..din know they no student's price on sats..anyway feel damn accomplished today..finished so much work plus sewing almost done..wa sew till my eyes cock liao..then there was once the thread too long it entangled..i din wanna cut it so i untangled it using the needle..poke myself dunno how many million times..then later i kana diarrhoea..was so painful i think i shall never give birth..suddenly felt like going out for dinner..went to check if my mom cooked liao..the rice was cooking..sis suggested juz stopping the rice from cooking n say power faliure juz now so rice not cooked..hahhaa..then go fish n co!!of cos we din do tt la..but i miss fish n co..ok i'm hungry..

it threatened to rain juz now..the sky was so beautiful..i've never seen a sky covered with dark clouds so beautiful before..it was like a watercolour painted picture..n it changes so fast..u c this now..a while later the clouds changed..really pretty..it din rain though..
was juz wondering..wad makes some clouds darker then the rest?wad makes them dark in the first place..

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tht net down..but its cos my daddy din pay the bills so they cut off the net..anyways I have too much to say over the past few days so I’ll type 1st n paste over when my net’s back..today’s sports day..all the worries 4 this day has finally ended..din run well today but it doesn’t matter cos I was still pretty happy..my legs weren’t tt ready 4 this I guess..ahha..least I din do so bad..least I ran well for one of the heats..adrea did well though..fastest I’ve seen her run..jamie finally got to join an event..n her team got gold..she keeps saying she pulled them down..but if she din run they wun get anything..n she ran well too..liting always runs well..this girl I no need to say..long d short d all no prob..she’s like those really pro ones..no matter wad she’ll run well..juz fast or faster..like one who over took 3pple..incredible..she makes the track look so small..we were all juz having fun..taking pics here n there..exchanging friendshipday prez..only sad thing was keller 4by4 team who got disqualified juz cos louis fell n dropped the bathon..i mean she din block anyone so its perfectly fine..but ms tay wun let..all allow but her

went to queenstown hawker centre to eat later..din feel like eating but I ended up finishing 2 cups of sugarcane drink n char siew rice..din finish my rice though..1st time..too full from drink..n even now I dun feel like having dinner..its like halfway in front of me..hahhaa..then we went to bowl..so so so long nvr bowl liao our score like shit…highest only 70+..imagine tt.saw some pple..hahha..then we cldn’t decide wad to do..din feel like bowling another game..not in the mood to take spaz neoprints..pretty sick of town..carn go n play pool..laureen’s hs not available..so we went bess hs..

watched turn left turn right..adrea watch till quite irritated cos takeshi n gigi kept bypassing each other..i tht it was pretty funny..i think wad the story said is rather true..u may have passed sb so many million times yet none of u remember or even notice..until the time is rite..u all meet..n then love at 1st sight..aahaha..i sound weird..oh I like this too..”in this world, miracles happen..u’ll never know when 2 parallel lines meet”..i think it was sth like tt la..after watching adrea n I slept..too tired..think from making prez n watching OC(muz watch!!) last nite..jamie used comp..dunno wad bess did..oh she played music 4 us..nvr knew 5566 has so many nice songs..

oral tml..i hope I do well 4 eng n dun screw Chinese..

thank you for today. it was a sweet sweet dream.

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liting went crazily nervous bout tml..Jamie’s running..so liting n I made her nervous too..ahhahaa..r&b came today..we had cme but the teacher push forward our lesson into lunch so we cld watch..1st time sth like tt happen so muz go cc mah..somemore got the excitement..after lesson our whole class rush to the hall..nvr seen our class walk this fast b4..hahaha..then in the hall we were cheering n cheering..though I have no idea who they are or wad they sing..only heard of them..heard tt 5566 went st marg’s..bess is jealous..

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I know I had sth to type on this day..but I seriously carn remember liao..heh!

haha my sis doing her work halfway then she scream off cos got this 'big insect'...so she went to call my daddy n refuse to come in the room...my daddy armed himself with a plastic bag then look high n low 4 it..i helped too but cannot find..then later he saw a beetle..'is it this one?' he asked..hahaaa so funny..the beetle was SOOOO BIG la...hahha make him take plastic bag..joker siah...

i juz realised my nice big sis wore my super ex n precious quiksilver shirt to swim!!!!crazy girl..of all the million shirts we have she pick tt..n to swim?!??!?!really crazy know...study too much liao la...
oh this girl at tuition juz bought the skirt i got yesterday..same size..sheesh..

good friday speaks for itself
early morning went to bess' to swim..then saw 'act chio' n bf..bess kept staring..then we went town shop whole day..so tiring..bess bought so many clothes..she's like having a wardrobe makeover..all her clothes so cheap somemore..i bought a top n a skirt..i think the skirt damn nice..the prob is i muz wear skirts more often..if not like so wasted..showed my mummy..she ask me to wear shorts underneath say wad go up escalator pple can c everything..hahaa..she damn funny..then juz now she called bess asking where am i..i like told her my whole day of activity yesterday!!guess she was more of watching tv than listening..oh the acid5 lip gloss on sale..its so cute i wanna buy it..but i dun really use also..so like wasted again..then later went to church of our saviour for godspell musical..pretty nice n funny..the actors r gd..sing damn well..shd join singapore idol..hahaa..at 1st i din really understand though..their eng quite chim..then it was ok later..like the way they tell the gospel..damn cool n nice..at the curcification of Jesus they perform a little magic trick..they wrapped the body n carried it then the person appeared elsewhere n walked down..then they took off the cloth n there was no body..amazing..
but my mood's dampened now need to sleep...early tml mock test..bleah

everything nice around us
comes from heaven above

don't worry if you are lost
he will find you

i shd really really n i mean REALLY do sth bout the cancer thingy quick..whole day running away from mrs yip..c her only feel guilty..4pple's project like only left me doing lor..haiz..finally going shoppin soon...so long nvr roam town liao..we all going together somemore..so fun :)
i'm counting my lucky stars..i shd b grateful tt i have quite a lot of them..

there was this dickhead in the bus today..think he big size can say me izzt..we were like sitting at the back of the bus chatting happily when he suddenly ask me to remove my heg from the chair with his gu niang voice..say wad pple sit on it one..i feel like smacking him in the face..know y i put my leg there?cos its tired.know y its tired?cos it has no place to rest.know y it has no place to rest?cos ur leg stretched over and took up the entire space.think i'm inconsiderate?how bout urself sitting across 2 seats and stretching ur leg over here.so regret tt i din say tt..i bet tt wld have kept him dumbfounded..fat ass..

anyway past 2 days were so crazy..3 tests a day 2 days in a row..1 more n i'll die..oh the mock paper today was damn funny..cos we din wanna finish our 2nd compo so we wanted to sneak away..then the teacher came into the class..luckily i was juz going out so i hid behind the door..then liting sat on the floor dunno doing wad..she's wanted to hide i think..n tt was like the perfect place huh..then jamie..she's the best man..she pour all her stationery on the floor and pretend she was picking them up..hahahaha!!damn funny..then i was trying to c when she wld leave so i can go back..but wad if she leaves by the back door??so i ran across to the opp. block..hahaa..she did leave by the back door...smart me..

today we had a new student in class..his name is xiao ming..he has little hair, rabbit teeth and is always smiling..he sticks to jamie like glue..yes even to the toilet..hahahhahahahaaa...he disappeared for a while during lessons cos ms tan din like him. :( ..but hey we took him to town later n he was happy again..wonder if he'll be there tml..

oh then we had an opera performance my liting and jamie today..i think its so funny..when they sing together it sounds pretty gd actually..then we played mailman..ahah..when we came back from the toilet liting suddenly burst out of the box tt was suppose to b for white elephant sale items..hahhaa..dunno wad she doing inside there..so we decided to mail her outside..suprised the box din break..aha..we made jamie go in too..but she's even more difficult to mail..dunno y..gosh my entry so long..heh

thank you for the things you do
thank you for the smile you gave
thank you for the words you never said

streptococcus thermophilus. streptococcus thermophilus. dun get y we have to learn the names of these little things tt we carn even c..yesterday was 040404..din get to come online yesterday to mark it..ok i'm going..

hey u're back..tht u abandon me..hehhhehe..eh bought my mng top..n of cos my sis went 'm!'..haiz..not my fault i carn fit into s rite..bess bought a top too..then tuition got 2 new pple..one of them whom adrea accidentaly spilled her drinks on last time..n they one black one white jamie say they look the same..played badminton during nc..wa my lower arm muscle pain ah..racket so heavy n so long nvr play liao..then tuition i write tt time feel a bit funny..aha..my daddy n mummy not back from malaysia yet..i miss jon...

aha.. hi cin, the one wit the soft butt, guess who? The future ecologist is here!! feel so 'wu liao' now. don't feel like doing work. oh guess wad? i watched butterfly effect for FREE.. yep, in my dreams. After watching the eye2 i thought i prob get some nightmare but in the end i dreamt that i watched the butterfly effect... And.. iT was good man. ermm.. wad else ah...

xing1 bu2 zai4 yan1
why?
ying1 wei4 ta1 you3 an1 quan2 quan1 quan1 :D

live to love and you'll love to live
bring happiness into someone's life

have been so busy with work the past few nights..esp tues..rushing to finish the stupid geog proj then do with jamie till 2am..felt so bad cos disturbed my sis sleeping..i tht i wld fall asleep during lessons the next day but i din know..so proud..hahaa..went adrea's to watch 'god please give me more time' again..will never get bored of watching tt show..keigo is like so omg shuai...hahhaa..nice features know..strong jaw..killer eyes..similar to someone..then the girl so chio..she a bit plum but i rather like her than some skinny thing..adrea watch liao whole day thinking bout him..hahaa..today's lesson she so distracted..pretty fun today..our lessons end later but it doesn't seem boring or anything..like very fast the time pass liao..plus no chem today so free period..we had a 'are u hot?' contest..Mr Fong Huey Ying won!!!cos she's like the only contestant..hahhaa..then they were also doing dunno wad sick thing..then it rained during amaths so mrs tan ask us to sing so we sang 'rain rain go away...' so cute like kindergardern kids..the rain did stop know..after sch we no geog mock test!but we stayed back anyway to watch the teachers play...mr lim badminton..he's quite pro but i guess age n lack of practice affected him..then ms malini..oh tt power girl..so gd at captain's ball n soccer..then mrs gek..she's so cute!!we were thinking she, mrs lim and mrs yip mayb some chio bu when they were younger..anyway badminton got trashed..soccer won and captain's ball won..dunno bout table tennis..captain's ball and soccer most exciting..every1 like cheering n cheering..watching the teachers play damn funny..esp when they bang n trip n pile over one another..haha..they shd have this more often..its nice seeing them like tt...ate icecream again..like almost everyday..i'm getting fat..