gotta catch it..even if u're broke like me..even if u're way too busy..catch it
i'm so gonna buy the vcd..
it makes u think..its a damn witty film..
very political but i like..not bad for gp too..
natalie looks damn gd..chioness even when balded
v got very sexy voice
i wanna catch tt whole sentence of v words he said..
i wanna watch it over n over again so i catch the every word of it..
its damn gd
n today is tues!!tues is ben n jerry's day!!yummy!!
oh btw i failed chem..yep

Blind - Lifehouse

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
and still I have the pain I have to carry
a past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
only in hopes of dreaming
that everything would be like is was before
but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go

after all this time
would you ever wanna leave it
maybe you could not believe it
that my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you will ever know
a part of me died when I let you go
and I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me dies when I let you go


i dunnno y..i feel like crying..mayb its the sad songs like this n jay's feng..shut up n sleep

guess wad..me n my sis..in the same room..bitching bout each other..lol
i wore her junkie w/o askin n stretched it cos i'm freakin fat..fine..scream at me..
then she gotta go on n on bout it..yes got ur point i stretched it i'll pay for the damn shirt k
then my mom asks wad happen n she goes on again n then says 'i pay for all my clothes..think i earn money very easy izzt?'
omg tt does it..irony of the day..like hello!?!?!1stly u dun have to work..its ur choice..2ndly whose the one working her ass off..3rdly yeah u look like u're earning easy $ cos u spend like crazy!!!!brands fads wadever..parents r only obliged to pay for ur needs..not ur wants..esp ur expensive wants...gosh..n then she talks bout her paying for my shirts..yeah i owe u 36 i remember but the mtv shirt?!?!?hello??like u said it was my b day prez?!?!?if it hurts u so much tt u even 4got u got it for my b day then dun buy dammit
n for the record i pay for my own stuff too..like even alll things hockey i pay..did u pay for ur rackets?i dun think so
n i bet u 4got jovina's b day today..she's upset she has no cake..


today was tiring..i dunno how i gonna train tml..
i managed to go many round round the rink..got super fast too..but still not v well..
then the rest of the day we juz kept eating n sitting n eating n sitting..
adrea got a haircut..this time its really a haircut..n its short..well i think its refreshing...but she really doesn't like it..how come i'm not devestated at my gross haircuts?n how come always only i kana them?anyway short hair is by no ways toot k..its way cool la.so many styles..if u have long hair u juz look like everyone else..i hope u start loving it one day
nic is like a rugger now..not bad

http://bobbin-comic.com/show.php?id=215
check it out..damn hilarious

1.30am n i'm awake!!no sch tml ha!
suxy chem paper today..if i get o i'll b happy..worse paper in my whole life..
so all the chem pple went high after the paper..cos we were so amused at how badly we can do..
suppose to go for training but we juz stoned there 4 damn long b4 finally dragging our asses there
gosh i shd really learn to limit myself..
weeee ice skating tml..i'm gonna get it this time


oh yeah vj match...i'm quite pleased with myself cos like i did wad i set out to do..which is to calm down n scan..its so much bettter cos i know wad i'm doing..but it's a lot slower n my tackling needs work..usually i nvr think so like all the inpromtu style come out..quite cool...but how got better passes la..k now juz work my ass off n hope i'm in 1st team..u really dunno wad's on his mind..n he juz switched me back to wings..plzplzplzplzplz..
n i swear i'll dribble down the line..training can game cannot..wth

camp comes to an end...study begins..
managed to improve my last bit on the pitch..hope its enough to hold against vj..
i miss the wings..nvm
can u believe i spent 10bucks for my dinner at prata cafe..seriously its damn ex la...but i love the lychee spin
stayed to watch rj volleyball friendly..against cheryl's dad..so cool la..i wanna b able to play tt well n b tt mobile when i'm old
played bball..among ourselves then with the vballers..went totally high la..dunno y..laughing all over the place...puting hockey tactics into the game..it actually works man..
my poor new slippers is all grey now..but it was loads of fun..except the fact tt my heavy dinner made my stomach quite uncomfortable..


went bess's today..din do much there..then moved to adrea's cos bess had bb meeting..her dad kindly got us pizza...i'm super full..
sleeping soon.plz let it b cooling tonight..i'm sick n tired of waking up in weird hours cos of the heat or mosquito bites..actually slept on the floor last nite..yawnz*

morning training played this cool new game which was sort of a bit like rugby..damn fun..
rush to queensway(again for the 82740170472586 time) to (finally) get my turfs n slippers..watermelon n other chio slippers no size le..i finally found the boots of my size then asked the sales guy to reserve 1st while i go with the others find their boots..but when i went back they freakin sold it la..kao..so much for service..so i got an all gray boots..nvm same as my buddy's..gosh imagine wearing green socks with it


then pitch training played better than yesterday but still bad against st nic..some pple shd juz master their basics 1st cos THEIR HITS SUX!poor jenna got tramatized on the 2nd match ever cos the ball was like how lifted n cos they take their hits super quick to send to their camper..they gave jenna a gash on her eyebrown..how scary plz..the blood was juz drippin out n some of the ST NIC'S can still laugh..shut up n way away la kao
hope jenna recovers without a scar n without a huge fear for the ball cos she's gd n it'll really b a pity..get well soon!!
i need to get used to my new position..i think i'm slowly working it out..but i hope sir doesn't think its too slow a progress n switch me away again..n my pulled hamstring is really irritating..got nagged at for not being able to give a solid sweep..i really hope i dun tear it


my younger sis is getting on my nerves with all the nc shit..mayb tt's y i told her not to join!!gosh..she'll start cursing soon just wait n c
weather nowadays is a killer..n my aircon muz breakdown..n last nite even better the mains kept tripping n i keep waking up cos the fan was off n it was bloodly hot!!i'm moving downstairs man

a dream tt made me smile n question if it was juz a dream

its holis!!but i'm still busy..started our hockey day(sad) camp..while we look at other ccas fly on fri..but i din expect it to b really like a camp except for the sleep over part..so means morming train then bathe then lunch then talk cock then watch movie/sleep then off to night training at the lovely ccab turf..perfect..more productive then our rubbish malaysia buffet trip last yr..hahaha..esp the night game..oh how i love it..the pitch really is not big..k mayb cos its night..attack is progressing quite well..defense is still quite worrying..short corners are non existant..but overall not bad at all..shall aim to work on my one arm and achive tt 360 n stronger passes n my indian dribble n scanning with the ball..yeah in 3 days..yeah
k then the ct part..i really dunno wad to study where to start but i dun wanna flunk so dammit!think i'll juz focus on chem n math..though i think focussing on chem is dumb..wadever..all i can think of is season!!!
juz came back from nus open hs..i think i go there more to eat..anyways i still dunno whether to major or minor in business..n if its minor then wad shd my major b?argh
then i'm so busy i missed all my shows..missed superstar missed the tang yuan xiao bao show missed next top model missed simple life intern n the 9pm show..so wad the hell did i watch this week!??!?n wth is renfred still doing in there..the guy who sang jay's feng is juz coolness..n adriano is how cute

went to chop my hair off..not much diff but least now not so hot..stupid rama say i look like pri sch kid now
jess cut her hair too..she has weird taste i tell u..she likes her hair flat..n the bags she thinks is nice is like ?!?!?!?? ahhaaha..k not tt bad la..went shopping but end up eating more..n she so rich still so stingy with her $$..shop from town to j8..in the end still nvr buy bag..hai
off to ian's party..guys drinking again..was pretty funny...love the hockey guys..they're so full of shit..interesting party..but i think the security guard wans to kill ian already..too bad tml got training if not can stay longer
i so love the nike brazillian turfs..$142..wonderful..n the gold nike tick one..chioness..rama bought 3 pairs of shoes in a go..amazing
ok prepare for sucides again!
n our paths crossed again..wow

got a lobster in my tank..dad says its a big prawn..i like lobster better..its so cute
oh ya i was gonna say boyboy smiled at me today i so happy..hahaa


sis's is lecturing me now..no its not a lecture..i din do anything wrong..i'm juz not smart enough k..like i am so happy i got a c5 dammit..yeah i juz told her my grades..she insist i retake..say its needed for uni..y is her view 4ever so straight..y carn she see things beyond grades..when u die pple ain't gonna remember u by wad u scored for chinese..
us trip also..she objects to my going cos she's jealous..tt i understand but she says i'm gg there to play n its not educational..then y the hell do they call it an econs trip dammit..she say wad scared it won't b relevent to wad i do next time but who's sure of the future?n u only know wad u really wanna do when u exprienced it n love it..dammit
always pisses me off with this kinda stupid arguments..end my happy days with tears...n i can only cry to myself

yes i'm still v busy..got 4 crazy subjects got rproject got hockey..i juz wanna sleep
got back my ao chinese..c5 yay man i sux..sort of expected cos i knew i flunk my compo..damn sad..cos my compos this yr r all mostly 50+ then i rely on it to get a decent chinese grade..but nvm..not gonna retake..juz plain o bad luck..


we're doing sucides every training its sucidal..n i sux too..mayb cos i'm tired..mayb cos i'm not as fit as last yr..mayb cos i pulled my hamstring again..i need to b fast..but i'm happy with my performance nowadays..i'm improving!!:D
oh n i keep getting bruises every training for nth..dunno y suddenly will have some ball fly at me


my sis has been shoppin a lot..sth i haven done for it seems so long..i miss movies too..i miss slacking at adrea's..k wait back to shopping 1st..she got super nice shorts but i carn wear cos my thighs r like tree trunk now!!n she how skinney now la..i'm so sad
went bess' on wed..i love wednesdays with bess n adrea n justin..reminds me of sec sch n i always lose my mind with bess i dunno y..n adrea will nvr last beyond 2 hrs..always end up sleeping..
active club members: 3


cynli was so touched by her b day..hehee..she really din think we'll get a cake..but i tht its so obvious..lol..nvm..n i think jess n i love her pencilcase more than she does..heh
love the ah lian!