if there's a moment of hesitation...does that mean i feel something too?

morning was crap...i knew it was gonnna b crap but its nicer to juz show up..din intend to eat but end up spent so much...freaking hot..all burnt during match..aisyah cldn't play..all the subbing messed up...all tired..but i still tht despite the messy situation it was not bad..but tt's wad i think la...apparently lots of prob on my side but i dun remember shit..so they dunno how to help me..the skirt's irritating..oh well..everything happens for a reason..i think this game's way gd in preparing us for all situations..season starts on tues..gd luck to us!

oh ya guys game cancelled halfway..des got wacked by ball n his side of mouth tore..ouch...was bleeding like shit..like dripping everywhere..pau estimates 6 stiches...hope he's fine..recover soon...

irritated...today happy then sad then happy then sad..hai...tml game cancelled :( training was playing frisbee :D not happy with sb :( got jersey n skirt :) waited for the buses for total of 45min :( overslept n miss my stop :( ok...more :( than :) ...sheesh..

jess say my pw idea a lot of pple doing..hai..cannot think liao la..

In this life i was loved by you..

got my new shoes!!wanted the red n black one but its for guys then the uncle say the arc support is different from women's...then he ask me wad's the purpose of ur shoes....ok lor...orange will do :gd game on sat..went imm myself after tt..walked around n ate so much..heheee...i think every1 shd spend time alone once in a while....quite nice..juz u urself...mayb tt's juz cos i'm a loner...hahaha

cut my hair le..wa way diff..i told her i wanted the bow cut behind...damn cool..then she gave me slanted fringe again...wa so scared at 1st..got nightmare with slanted fringes...but now ok la...oh wait tml is another thing...

its ok size la..where got big..change the font size on ur explorer la...
haven been here cos net was down..daddy din pay..
everything's fine..calves growing bigger..thurs trainings r killers..sat friendlies..season starting on the 26th..
hopefully we'll do well tml..
going queensway to meet bess n adrea to shop 4 shoes 1st..mine cannot make it liao..

played floorball with teachers today..freaking gd..duh!
shall play more often..the game's cool...
press play..again no seats..bouncers shd do their job..some bands ok some bands not..tht the power cut was pretty cool..n the ava shd keep dimming n brightening the lights..after a while my eyes c liao damn pain...the colourful lights r better n nicer...
seeing them make me think of raffles rock..ahaah thinking of joining to sing..assuming tt rock dun need much vocals..hahaa...
oh i found out we got polo for girls too...how cool...i wanna join too..damn i wan to many things...
climbed over the gate to go home..din fall on my ass like sb...ahahhahaa..but i kana scratched on my tigh cos too short la..now walk muz open my legs more.. :\

I'm back again. CiNNnn can make the font smaller??

Life is so stagnant at the moment. I'm bored and i just keep eating n eating. Arghh...patience. There's math test tmr:( and i'm so lost wit geog. Why did i ever change econs to geog? *knock my head. Then there's training tmr. eep i dread it totally. Mondays are the worse...

About the past week... busy busy but still not happy :( something is missing.

I need to cut down on my expenditure.. been shopping n eating too much. And I want to get a new phone n watch...

this post is so random.

din go for short corners today..wait 4 them so long la..was passing time playing game..4got wad its called..tried it n i'm quite lousy...oh did some hits then tried hitting ball in mid air....wa if can score like tt damn power la..goallie sure die..went 6ave talk cock with jenkensam...love talking...interesting to know how diff minds think...

i'm spending 10bucks on food almost everyday..carn let this go on....eat less eat less....

went ra yesterday..wanna try for marketing..how cool is tt...but got interview..scary..n i have ta write a short para...hope no1 fight with me.......

ok everything's so scandalous now its too much for me to take..hahaa..some things r juz shocking..others tiring n saddening...

mon's friendly..tht j1s did quite well..quite a bit of clashing n can c the obvious poor basics but overall ok la..like we knew more clearly wad to do where to run to n stuff..so well done babes!!oh my jink totally didn't work..n i din use my brain..din think forward...nvm...i'll learn!!practice practice practice..

watched the guys train a bit today..their mini game is already so waaaaa......they move at fast speed n they r so experienced they think n act within a sec...really amazing..like they can scan the area so fast..i'll dream of playing like tt...

i'm feeling so damn proud of myself nowadays..cos i make myself stay home on after training on sat n on sun whole day to do work..wow...then i feel so super gd when i finish my work!muz b cos i got so little chance to do it tt i feel like doing it...weekdays i totally dun touch them at all lor..if do also during lectures..yeah training to b a mugger

april fool's..become ac poser today....the blouse was damn big n berms quite small..but ok la..some pple actually believed..hohoho
guys were playing touch rug. after pe..damn nice to watch la..esp joshi n zhi hao's dash...pretty!
appetite really going down.. :) dun feel like eating much nowadays...yay
played bball..when the guys play..its possible to juz stand there n watch..tt's how gd they r..nvm had fun...can improve like tt...
went hc..nice day at hc..got another pinball high score..juz tt wasted not in zhi hao's phone..
ate chicken drumstick then icecream..perfect match..yummy